Disclaimer:i do not(unfortunaly) own evangelion.

Come back Rei.

The blue haired woman looked at the sea of blood that was in the place of what should be a country.The place she once lived in was now a sea of blood.All of her memories were below that red sea.

"Sis?"- someone behind her asked and she immediatly found out that her brother was there.She never expected to come back to earth with a brother.But DNA tests proved him has her brother , so she just accepted it and thought that it was nice to have some sort of family.

"Kaworu!"-she smiled the best smile she could give him and stood up watiting for him to hug her like he always did when they met.

He hugged her tight.He missed her!It had been1 year since the last time they saw each other.

"I never thought you would come here and face your past you know?I thought you would just stay inEngland for the rest of your life and pretend Japan never existed."- he released her , to take a good look at her reaction.

She looked down and then at he beach, then back at him, with her eyes filled with tears.

"Hey , I'm sorry.I should have been more sensitive.Forgive me."- he hugged her and stayed like that for a while.She cried a little in his arms.

"Rei...when are you going to tell everyone you are alive?Most of them came back and they are all-"

"They are all what Kaworu?Missing me?"- she released herself from his arms-"I don't think so.They never knew i existed.They still don't know and I doubt they want to."- for the first time he saw her angry.Angry and hurt.

"They are all wanting to know what happened to the ones that didn't come back.Some still believe that they are alive.Shinji still thinks Misato will come back.He also thinks you will come back.i know it would mean a lot to him if you confirmed his believes."- that was it.Her weak point was Shinji.She would do anything for him.

"Kaworu, how many times do I have to explain this to you?I came back to built myself a human life.To know how it is to be human.To be a normal person and try to make up for the lifes I destroyed.And if you do remember I destroyed Asuka's, Touji's, and most of all, Shinji's life.i have no right to go to America to tell I am alive.I doubt anyone wants to see me anyway."- she looked hurt, he knew that.But he also knew how much his siter loved Shinji.How much it would do some goods to both Shinji and his sister Rei to see each other again.She always understood him, he always understood her.He still remembered the last conversation he had with Shinji and he talked about Rei.

Flashback

"Sometimes I wonder you know...if I'm right.Maybe I'm just to innocent to think they are all alive.Everyone that was rescued from Japan came to America, because it was the only country that accepted us.Everyone that isn't here is gone.Misato is gone...Dr.Akagi is gone, everyone that worked at Nerv are,...Rei is..."- he never finished the phrase.It looked like it was too much effort for him to say that Rei was gone.

"I don't think they are all gone.At least Rei isn't.You said you saw her didn't you?After it all ended."- he knew Rei was alive.He saw her right after everything happened.He saw her once per year.

"Yes...but...i don't know, everything is so confusing."- everytime he talked about the third impact and its consequences he stayed a week without speaking to anyone.Too lost in his own thoughts , too confused by his own past actions.

"Well I'm here.I hope that means something to you."- he smiled.

"You know it does.You are like family to me, if I even know what family means."-he laughed.After everything happened seeing Kaworu was the last thing he was expecting.he never expected that the impact only destroyed Japan also.Thank God the people in the other countries decided to come back.And the buildings and food and all the rest was still in its place.

"Shinji, what would you do if you saw Rei again?"- he needed to know.Shinji stopped to think for a second.And answered.

"I guess I would hug her and say that I miss her...Even though no one understands this, she really understood me.And I guess I really understood her.And I also guess she liked me a little.She saved my life twice if you remmeber."- he said remembering his past.'Why did you have to go too Rei?I never thought i would miss you somuch please comeback Rei.'

"True.She did."-Kaworu had to see Rei.Now.

End of Flashback

"Brother?"- Rei called him so many times already, she was starting to get worried.

"Sorry sis.I was just remembering the last time I saw Shinji.Even though you think you wouldn't be welcomed , i disagree with you."- he said seriously to his sister.

"Tell me something I don't know."- she said

"I'm serious.If you are not welcome why am I?"- he was making a very reasonable question.He was an angel in the past but no one seemed to care now.They all accepted him.

"Maybe you are just scared of coming back but I am sure that there is nothing to be afraid back Rei"-he said .

Rei stayed quiet for a while.He was right.Maybe she was just scared.Scared of seeing everyone again, scared of being rejected.Scared of hurting Shinji.

"I can't go Kaworu!Please let's just stop talking about this?"- she was almost crying.Third impact changed everyone.Including her.

"I'm sorry.Please forgive me.I never meant to hurt you."-he hugged her again.He just wanted so much to see her happy.But she would never go the United States.It was too much for her.Even though he was sure that if she saw everyone again her life would be complete.

"Anyway, how is your job?Do you have to much stuff to do back in England?"- 'Probably a lot of internacional requests you won't accept.' he tought.His sister became a model.After all she had to live and work.No one accepted her.Because of the way she looks, because of her lack of emotions.She could act like a normal human only around people she liked.To strangers she was the old Rei.And that didn't help.

"I'm thinking about quiting you know?My agent isdesobeying me about the internacional proposals.I told him I am not going anywhere out of England but he is just not listening to me.I know no one will accept me.that there is no job for a blue haired , red eyed woman but-"

"But you know that if you continue to work has a model you will one day give up and go internacional.It's testing you.And you a giving up slowly so you have to quit."- he said making her face the thruth.

She said nothing, but knew he was right.Soon she would stop trying to contradict her agent, go internacional, and everyone would find out about her.So it was better to quit.That way no one would find out.

"Don't quit.I'll help you by finding you a new agent ,but don't quit.You know there is no other job for people like us."-he was also a model.Red eyes were very "fashion" for modelling agencies.

Kaworu and Rei were both amazed by the fact that such job would still exist , but looks like no matter how big is the tragedy humans don't change.They just want money.

"You know something Rei?"- he said staring at the red sea.She looked at him questioningly.

"Someday Shinji will discover about you.And he will be mad at you.You know why?"

"No.Why?"- she seemed worried.

"He would be mad at you for keeping you existence from him.He misses you even though you don't belive me when I say it."

She thought that was impossible.Shinji would never find out about her.The only thing she didn't know is that Shinji was going to England in two weeks , for a businness trip.


A/N:Review please!I hope you liked it.I know Rei and Kaworu being models it's very weird, but think a little.It's the only job they would be accepted.And to those who think there would not be corporations and marketing and stuff after the third impact, c'mon, if the second impact didn't stop it, why would the third one stop?

Anyway review please.