The silence was deafening. I thought in my room, trying to get myself together. I closed my eyes but all I could see was him. I've only seen him 65 minutes ago but I knew I wanted him. I wanted him beg for mercy as my fingers get tighter and tighter on his throat. I wanted to hurt him. I wanted to taste his blood. I want to rape him and get him pregnant with my baby so he has to Mary Me. I'm not supposed to feel this way but the thought of him crying and begging was too sweet to resist. I want rip open ribcages of everyone that even thinks about getting close to him.
I wanted to protect him from everything and everyone. Everyone that isn't me. He had beautiful yellow eyes. Eyes that none else has. None Alpha I've seen has that colour of eyes. They usually have hazel or purple eyes but he has yellow eyes. He looked like he hated everybody. That's my boy. It'll just be easier for me. Easier for me to be the only person he loves.