Notes: Hi everyone and welcome to a new collection of HiruMamo one shots that is specifically for mature readers! Yes, only MATURE readers! These one shots are all rated M!

I'm not a very explicit writer (though it is debatable), but there will be mentions of and even implied sex and as such, I would like to take caution and put this away from my Kaleidoscope Heart one shots and put it here for more mature readers.

Hopefully there are people out there who can enjoy such writing. I'm not the best smut writer in the world, but I do try to "play" around with the concept and see how I can work it into my favour. And hopefully, the rest of you will find it enjoyable!

Most of the fics that I will be posting up here are from my Tumblr. So if you've read my fics there, then there isn't anything new. This particular one was written not long after I woke up on a Saturday morning, and the idea struck me. As a bit of a warning, Hiruma is kind of OOC here but I will do my best to explain why I made him this way later on so as not to spoil anything.

Until then, thank you for reading!

He opened his eyes to see her sleeping face first, peaceful and calm. Her breathing a steady rhythm as her arms curled up before her, barely reaching towards him. She might have been holding him earlier, but he may have pulled himself away.

He realised he was terrified to see her wake.

It was their first time making love just hours before, both of them caught in a flurry of passion. It wasn't like they didn't see it coming, but it was still rather unexpected. He may have prepared his heart for that moment… but he definitely didn't prepare himself for this one.

Mamori stirred a little. Hiruma could see through the gaps between the curtain that there was light out. It was still early, but he was sure Mamori woke up around this time on a regular basis, which would mean he would have to face her soon.

What should he do when she wakes? Maybe it would be a better idea to leave the bed first, have her wake up in a state of panic for a moment while she looks around for him curiously as he goes about his daily routine. But that may be too cold… he could probably do that in the future, but not after their first time. He did, in a sense, hurt her after all and he didn't want to come off as some guy who only wanted to be with her for sex. She was definitely a lot more than that.

He could pretend to be asleep. Sounds like a better idea… he would still be close to her, but still have a certain amount of distance to keep himself from facing her and having to make the first move.

Fuck, he was such a fucking coward.

He could see her eyes moving behind her eyelids. She was going to wake up soon… He quickly thought of words he should say to her. Are you okay? Right, like he'd ever say that… even if it is for Mamori. Are you hungry? Being dismissal of what happened probably isn't the best idea. Did you like it and shall we do it again? The light humour may not be appreciated if she's still in pain though.

All he could do was watch as her eyes slowly opened and the first thing she saw was him. He felt his breath caught as she smiled at him, her voice sleepy as she uttered, "Good morning."

Good morning. GOOD MORNING. Fuck, it was actually that simple and here he was, complicating things.

She seemed to glow at that moment, and he was glad that he was awake and with her to see it. How the fuck did she become more beautiful overnight? He stretched out his arm and pulled her head closer to his.

Normally, he would keep such thoughts in his mind, but he decided that he'd let her in this much. "I could get used to this."

Extra notes: One of my head canons on Hiruma when it comes being affectionate is that he tends to be pretty awkward with them, especially when it comes to Mamori. As he's never been in a relationship before, and from what we can guess is that he likes to calculate his next move, my theory is that he sometimes overthinks things, making him appear stoic and uncaring. This can be seen in some of my other fics like Gravity and Wait For Me.

I know this isn't everyone's favourite version of Hiruma and so for those of you who didn't like this, I apologise. But to the rest of you who did, thank you! :)