A/N: There are three songs on my playlist that I feel descirbe the relationship between Edward and Bella in Twilight. "Decode" by Paramore (duh. on the soundtrack for the movie.) "Until You're Mine" by Demi Lovato and "Scary Love" by Skye Sweetnam. I decided that I need to write a Twilight Song-Fic and obviously I was going to pick one of those songs. I don't want to do "Decode" because I know lots of people want to. As for "Until You're Mine"... I felt it wasn't dark enough. So I went with "Scary Love". Doesn't the title describe them already? It's been a while since I've actually read Twilight, and I don't have the book with me right now, so I might be a little off.

I cut off the second verse and chorus. If you want to read the full lyrics, look them up.

Blackbirds In The Place Of Doves
By Pwnguin

What is love my love
Tell me do you know
To me its dirt and blood and seed
That's how my garden grows

Dangerous. Fatal. Scary. Words can't describe how I feel about Edward. It wouldn't be the same if Edward were... human. Being in love is scary enough. But being in love with someone who could kill you if he wasn't careful is so much more than watching a scary movie and turning it off when it's done. When you're in love with someone who isn't exactly mortal, you're putting you're life at risk.

And that's exactly what I was doing.

What is this pain inside
My veins they turn to frost
Is there an operation, please
And how much does it cost

He tells me I shouldn't. He tells me we couldn't. He tells me he could kill me. If the one I love really loves me, then does he love me enough to hold back all of his vampire needs and just keep me alive? One second I could be standing next to him admiring his god-like features, and the next I could be on the ground writhing in pain from the venom my own love injected into my body. Do I trust Edward enough to keep me alive?

This love is a scary love

Scary isn't enough to describe it.

If i had one day left to live
I'd lock the doors and windows
But keep you in
If I had one day left to live
I'd wrap myself around you
And breathe you in

But none of that stops me from loving Edward. He'll be living for forever and a day. Maybe more. But I, being human, would have to eventually die. I'd keep him next to me in my final moments. No matter how stubborn that vampire may be, I'm sure he'll love me enough to grant my final wishes.

Scary love
It's scary love

Who knows. Maybe Edward will be the cause of my death. I'll still want him next to me as I die.

This love is a scary love
Blackbirds in the place of doves
Clenched fist in a velvet glove
Like a train running over us
Like being nailed to a cross

Loving Edward is like a roller coaster. One way, it's all uphill. His kiss is sweet and smooth. His arms around me is like a marble wall of protection. His voice... I'm running out of words here... At the same time... it's... scary. He's strong, fast, immortal, a vampire... a monster. It's painful thinking of what loving Edward could do to me and how it could affect me, physically and mentally. Yet... I don't care. It's scary what love can do to you. It makes you do crazy things. Like loving a vampire. A monster.

If i had one day left to live (if I had one)
I'd keep you in, I'd keep you in
If I had one more day left to live
I'd wrap myself around you
And breathe you in

No matter how scary loving Edward is, not caring he's a monster or a vampire, not caring that he could kill me in a second... I love him. And I'd die for him. No matter how painful that may turn out to be.

Scary, isn't it?

End.

A/N: I love it. I tend to be repetitive with these song-fics. But oh well.

And how about you, lovely reader, soon to be reviewer, I hope?