The show from Amsterdam, has just ended and Tommy is completely
shocked. He's never felt this way before. He feels more connected to
Adam, in some way. The encore has changed him. He felt something that
is unexplainable and he felt in love with Adam.
After signing autographs with all the lovely fans, everyone got on the
buses to go back to the hotel. Tommy just sat quite in a corner,
blaring Manson music. He was confused. Should he tell Adam how he
felt? Or just leave it alone? He just shook his head and continued
listening to music, until they were finally there. Everyone quickly
escaped from the bus, so they could pass out in nice, comfortable beds.
"Hi, Adam Lambert, I booked 4 rooms here." Adam said tiredly, he was
so exhausted.
"Oh yes sir, here you go. You're all on the 11th floor." The clerk said.
"Thank you." Adam just walked away he wanted to get up to his room and
pass out. Adam started handing out all the room keys. Everyone started
to head to their rooms except for Tommy, Adam, and his mother.
"Adam, I really need to talk to you." His mother sternly said, just
looking at him.
"Okay, just give me a minute and we'll talk in the room." Adam replied.
"Hey Tommy, I..." But before he could ever finish his sentence Tommy
had interrupted.
"I'll be right up to the room. I'm gonna see if they have some coffee.
Adam just nodded and got into the elevator with his mom.
As Adam and Leila got up to the 11th floor and entered the room, Leila
took her son by the hand and sat him on the bed.
"Adam, I'm going to ask you something very serious and I want you to
be completely honest." Adam nodded to his mother's word, just waiting
for the question to be asked.
"Are you in love...with Tommy? I know there has to be some feelings
there Adam." His mother asked, tears start to form in her eyes.
"Mom, I...I...yes I love Tommy. But he's straight and I don't know
how I'm suppose to tell him. I don't know, I'm just confused." Adam
answered. At least someone knew how he felt now. It felt like a weight
had been lifted off his shoulders.
"Well, I see the way you look at him and I could tell that you did.
But Adam, I think he might have feelings for you. He always looks at
you and smiles and is always so happy around you." His mother said,
with a tear running down her face. "I just want you to be happy Adam,
because you deserve it." His mother hugged him and went to her separate
room.
Adam realized that maybe his mother was right. Maybe Tommy did have
feelings from him, he just didn't know how to share them. Thoughts were
running in and out of his head, should I tell him how I feel? Or just
leave it alone? Quietly he said to himself. "Im gonna tell him
tomorrow, he deserves to know." He nodded his head to himself and laid
down in his bed and closed his eyes.
Little did he know, Tommy was listening to the whole thing outside.
Tommy couldn't move or breathe at this point. The man that he loved,
loved him back. He was completely in bliss and couldn't wait until
tomorrow."
