Hey, its Emi. This was my first fanfic. I wrote it in 6th grade (about a year ago) so sorry if its kinda sucky. But please still give me some reviews. If I get enough I will continue to add on to it.

Its rated M for lemons and language This IS a yaoi (boyXboy, shonen ai, june MXM...all that good stuff XP) fanfic and if you don't quite fancy that fact well then please do you self a favour and click the blue arrow pointing to the left in the upper left hand of the screen, Thanks. there will be lemons in later chapters so just be patient and bare with me . okies? buh bye!

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-Emi aka noodle1311

Its dark. i think i may be lost. I feel unwhole. Like I'm missing out on something, something good. Or at least

something better than this.

My joy and inspiration has been pulled out from under me like a table cloth. All of my dreams, my happiness has

been brutally raped and beaten, left to wither and die.

I have just enough hurt in me to cry but just love passion to continue on. To continue to hope and wait. To wait for

someone to find me. find me and save me...

~Chapter one~

-Awake-

The whole room was dark. All of its contents were washed out and faded in colour due to the lighting.

The whole house was still and quiet. Everyone house was asleep.

Everyone but the cinnamon haired teen boy of who this dreary room belonged to. It was strange, Sora never stayed up until this early in the morning.

The red glowing numbers on the clock radio read 4:23 am but it felt like midday to the teen, he just wasn't that tired. everything was quite in the pale green home as well as outside.

All that could be heard was the house breathing, exhaling with creaks and taps and the occasional soothing sound of a faint train whistle, Sora didn't know where it was coming from.

He didn't know that Destiny Islands even had a train. It reminded him of his home back in Twilight town.

"Okay" The 16 year old said quietly "I have a choice to make here, I can either try to sleep and have to wake up in 2 hours, Or I can pull an all nighter..."

The teen quietly debated with himself in silence, trying to come up with a quick answer to his dilemma. He decided that 2 hours of sleep wouldn't make much of a difference and he would just feel sleepy when he woke up at 6:30 am.

Sora sat up on his bed and put his shirtless back on its smooth wooden frame. "Tomorrow is the first day of my new school... first day of 11th grade" he said with a slight nervous sigh.

"God, its just not fair! I never asked to move. What was wrong with our old house, nothing that's what!"

Feeling a bit insane for talking to himself he decided that it was time to be quiet now.

He took a deep breath, feeling a bit of the tension escape his body he slowly closed his aquamarine eyes.

"I'm just going to rest for a minute" He stated quietly.

soon after, The 16 year old was asleep still in his upright position against his bed frame.

So much for pulling an all nighter.

~End of Chapter one~