Okay soooo…..idk I am just writing first chapters for a few stories I have ideas for!
And yes I am continuing them but I want my ideas out first

Anyway I hope this is to your liking!

Disclaimer: I do not own ANY of these characters! Great right? Wrong

Summary: Edward and Bella were best friends since they were in diapers but that all changed when Bella was seven years old. Her parents had divorced when she was a year old, but that was not the problem. "Edward…I am moving…I am dying." Those were some of the last words Bella Swan spoke to Edward Masen. What happens when they meet again ten years later?

Also I might change the title but idk :p

rated M for language and possibly more later on!

"Mr. Swan may I speak with you office for a few minutes? Bella can you wait out here?" Doctor Jenks said to my father. He nodded kissing my head before going into the office. I sighed tiredly kicking my feet.

As of late I was feeling very sick and tired and every time I banged into something I would get these large ugly bruises and there was no reason behind them. I used to fall and bang into things all the time with out getting a mark at all.

"Bella? You can come in now." The doctor said stepping into the hall. I nodded and went into the office. My father's eyes were all teary and red. Something was wrong and I knew. I was only seven but I was not stupid.

"Am I going to die?"

My fathers eyes went wide as he wapped his arms around me crying into my hair as he held me. This caused me to tear up as well and start crying.

After what seemed like hours we finally stopped crying and just held each other. "Isabella? I am not going to lie to you. Your seriously ill…you have something called Leukemia. "

At that point I stopped listening to the doctor. We had learned about it in school when we were doing pennies for patients. My class won by the way, but I knew it was not good. People died from it..people got sick but that's what pennies for patients was…it was to help cure cancers…right?"

Around an hour and a half later we finally returned home. That's when I sat down with my older brothers Emmett and Jasper. They were twins but very different. Emmett was huge for being only eight and a half and Jasper was kind of tall but lanky for his age. Jasper had blond hair and brown eyes while Emmet had brown curly hair like Charlie and bright blue eyes like mom.

They did not understand so dad explained to them. They cried I cried and then I ran to my room not wanting to hear any more.

After a few days of being locked in my room dad came up and got me some food and explained some things to me. For the last three days I was sick and crying and finally today I was feeling a little better.

"Bella your mom and I were talking. We think you should go live with her in Arizona to get better treatments."

"Y-you m-mean…I-I…am leaving?" My eyes teared up and I turned away. "NO I am not leaving! I want to stayhereI do not want to leave Edward and Alice. And even Rosalie! A-And you and Emmett and Jasper are staying here right? I want to stay!" I demanded.

"Bella." My father said pulling me into his arms. "I promise you Bella you're my world and I want you here more then anything… but I want you to get better. Mom can help and I promise we will come visit you. Me and your brothers. We are going with you but we have to come back before school starts for your brothers."

I still protested but my father would not budge…he was..well.. Stern on it and I understood why he would be so stern but it did not change things in my mind. I was losing my best friend Edward and I LOVED him. Edward Anthony Masen, he was my age and I loved him and swore to myself one day we would be married!

Then there was Alice and Rosalie Cullen, they were Edward's cousins and some of my best friends.

"We are leaving on Monday okay Bells? Everything will be alright I promise… you will see Edward, Alice and Rosalie again." He smiled gently at me causing me to sigh quietly before nodding. I hugged him.

"Can I go see Edward now? Please dad I need to talk to him?"

"Yeah Bells…but be careful alright?" He said in a worried tone.

Nodding I stood up and put on a hat and pulled on my jacket with a little help, I could never get my arms in the sleeves…and those zippers would be the death of me!

Quickly I went across the street knocking on the Masen's door. It was soon opened by Mrs. Masen. "Hi! Is Edward home?" I asked hopefully. "Of course dear, come in." She opened the door stepping aside and I walked in with a smile. "He is with his piano."

I thanked her before running to the piano room before slowing down when I heard music playing. It was soft and delicate. Even if I did not know for a fact it was Edward I would of known by the music.

Slowly I walked inside the room and slid onto the piano bench next to him. His eyes darted toward me before grinning and turning back to the piano. He never stopped playing when I sat down so I was not surprised.

After ten minutes of playing he finally stopped before wrapping his arms around me and held me tightly. "hey Bella! I missed you! Are you feeling better?"

I nodded. "Yes Edward I feel….alright…and I missed you too more then anything!" Normally unless one of us were sick were seen each other every day!

"Edward…I have something to tell you…" I looked down frowning slightly. He did not miss this and he put his finger under my chin forcing me to look up at him.

"What is it Bella? What's wrong?" he asked his face a mask of worry and confusion.

"Edward…I am moving…I am dying." Tears filled my eyes as he hugged me tightly. "Bella…what do you mean your dying?" His voice sad. Obviously upset by such news.

"I…have…um…c-cancer" I could not say leukemia. It was a complicated word and hard to say so I said cancer.

"I…I have to go Edward…I love you…I..I am sorry…" I stood and tried to run out of the room but of course he grabbed my hand keeping me in the room.

"Wait Bella.." He said I frowned nodding and sat down on the piano bench. He made me wait and then ran up to his room before returning. "Bella…your not going to die. Your gonna come back! You better come back!" His green emerald eyes staring into mine. I could not help but believe him in that moment.

Then he got down onto one knee and I was confused. Though Edward was always a little eccentric…he must of gotten it from Alice. He opened up the brown box.

"Bella..I gots no wing but…will you mawwy me?" Edward always had an issue saying his r's. Well some of the time but not all of the time. Only occasionally. I held back a giggle a small smile on my lips.

I nodded grinning. "yeah! Of course I will! I love you Edward!' My face getting red.

"This will keep you safe until you come back! And we will get married kay?" I nodded looking into the box. It was a piece of glass we had found one day in the woods when we went to the meadow. Forks was a safe place so we could play freely. Out parents rarely worried. Anyway we piced it up because it looked like a heart and I gave it to Edward. His father brought it some where and they made it smooth on the edges and put a string on it.

"I'll leave my heart with you kay? Make sure you bwing it back!" I nodded and he slipped it around my neck.

That was when I received my first kiss. It was just a small peck on the lips but I would never forget that precious.

Ten years later

I was finally back in Forks and Finally going to live with dad and Emmett and Jasper.

Though it was not good news for any one.

The doctors said I was going to die.

That at most I had five years but even then was pushing it.

More realistic timing was around two.
I wanted to be home with my father and brothers.
My last hope was a lung transplant. The cancer had spread.

Finally I was going home and Dr. Cullen Alice's father was an excellent oncologist so I had some hope. Maybe I would live…maybe I wouldn't but I was home, finally.

"Hi Dad I am home." I smiled gently when I got through the door. I had taken a cab. Dad did not know I was coming. He thought I was staying in Jacksonville with mom. It was a surprise. Though he knew just how sick I was.

Around my neck was the heart shaped piece of glass I was given so many years ago

And around my head was a hat to cover my bald head which was proof I was sick and I hated it.

I was home and I decide I would truly live no matter how much time I had left.

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