A/N: I unfortunately own nothing, all is Kristen Britain's Characters, and the song belongs to Tenth Avenue North ( By Your Side)

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands at my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

(Chorus 2x)

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

(Chorus 2x)

The beginnings of love:

I held her as she cried herself out, I knew then that I loved her, but I didn't know what she was looking for, or if she'd she let me hold her forever. I knew then after that moment in the hayloft when she was so vulnerable that I'd always be there for her, I'd would always want to be there, uncaring of what my nobles though. If I couldn't love her, would she go to D'yer? Would she turn to someone else when I would offer her the world? I wish she wouldn't run from my embrace, I'll never let her go. Everything I have is hers.

Years later

Karigan has been carried back to the palace, very weak, and unresponsive to all methods of communications, she is trapped in the white world waiting for her reason to come back, to keep on living. She had ended the war with Mornhaven but had collapsed from the efforts and blood loss of their fierce fight… and she needed an anchor something to come home to, to tell her she was still needed….

Unbeknownst to Karigan, the King sat by her side never leaving, only hoping that she would come back and still be his Karigan, the woman he loved, the woman he hoped to marry one day, for 5 days he stayed by her side till he could bear it no more, and he uttered the words that he had always wanted to say…

"Karigan I love you, more than words, more than life, and I can't tell you how much, just when you wake up know that I will always be here holding you whenever you need me, whenever I can, I don't care about the others, the speculations, the rumors, oh my Kari, how I need you, how I love you."

Karigan heard the words and thought of his almond eyes pleading, the depth of the love in them frighteningly strong, and Karigan knew she had to come back, she was needed, she couldn't give up, she couldn't leave love… and slowly she walked through the mist and into the light….

As her eyes opened and focused on the brown, her anchor her one hope, " I love you" was finally said.

Actually I really kinda liked this one: might redo so it would work for Karigan and Alton, Let me know what you think :)