A/N: This is Ianto's POV at the end of season one, when Jack kisses him after waking up before leaving with The Doctor.
Your kiss is intoxicating. It fills me until all I see is you, all I feel is you, all I think about is you. You own me the way my mind is stuck on you, there is no doubt you have laid your claim to me with this kiss.
The way your lips move against mine, it's like we were made for it, but I'm sure that's just me. You kiss me, own me, posses me but you do not love me. No, I am but a willing participant to end your boredom.
Yet, your kiss brands my very soul, reaches through my body to find it and then plants a kiss on it that sears into my very existence. I am bound to you, but when this moment ends and your lips pull from mine you will be gone and not look back. I will be stuck here, knowing that my very soul longs for you.
You will take everything from me, my mind, my soul, my life but you will not take my heart. No, people say that others take their hearts but that isn't true. Your heart stays within you but it is broken. A shattered mass in your ribcage that tries in vain to keep pumping blood around your body.
Yes, I will keep my heart even if it is broken and defeated. My mind stuck on you, my soul searching for you, my body aching for your arms and your lips but my heart beating for me, to keep me alive. No matter how much it doesn't appeal without you.
My heart is broken yet it beats.
My heart is shattered yet it works.
My heart is still with me yet I wish you took it like the rest of me.
My heart is mine, yet I wish it was yours.
A/N: Really not sure about this fic, sorry if it sucks. Please review and tell me what you think.
