Two months had past since that last time they had seen each other. Hayley ran crying to her best friend Taylor. As each day went by it hurt her more even though she was used to waking up without him it hurt her because she knew he was gone from her. It hit the internet already. She was thankful and touched by how thoughtful of her fans are. A week after Phil had an interview with Baltimore Sun about the show and surprisingly about his relationship. When he was asked how his love life is was.

-Flashback a week after their break up-

She was visiting her friends from who are along with the band. The three members are in their own bus with Hayley.

"Lee, come here. A fan just tweeted me to tell you that Phil had an interview" with the name being said, Hayley rushed to where Sierra and her laptop was. "What did it say?" She asked. Sierra pushed the laptop in front of her so she could it read it. The headline was 'CM Punk talks about (old) Nexus, Relationship and more'. She was a fan of the Nexus especially of Wade Barrett but she just wanted to read what Phil has to say about his status.

BS: so Punk, everyone here would like to know about your relationship status.

CM Punk: Yeah, I just got a fresh wound but I'm getting better.

Hayley didn't know what to feel. Was he really letting go and moving on. It also surprised her about the fact that he actually talked about his lover life since when people would ask him he would turn them down. She thought that maybe he wanted to feel her guilty.

-End of flashback-

She also hadn't spoke to Josh expect if they will do a soundcheck, rehearsal or show. They were in complete business. Hayley had been writing a song for the past month and the song was about how he felt with Phil. She had a little help from her friends while being in another tour. Tonight will be the night that she would perform it on stage. She ceard a knock from the door where she could see Nick Santino her friend from the band A Rocket to the Moon who she was working with.

"Hayls, sound check sched will be from 10 to 10:30 after ADTR." She told him thanks and invited Nick in their tour bus. "How are you feeling?" He asked

"Just a little better since I have finished the song and I'll be able to sing it later." She smiled at him.

"You know Justin and Eric are telling me to invite you next month to Raw. They still have no idea about what happened" she chuckled after hearing what Nick had said.

"Those two. But you know I'm a huge WWE fan so, count me in." She grinned. She told her self she wouldn't let it get to her. She would be attending the show to watch her favorites. Still, a part of her is saying that she wanted to Phil again.

"Are you sure with that?" He asked

"Yeah. It's in St. Louis right?" she said. He hugged Hayley and told her that he had to go since they were next for soundcheck. She pulled out her Phone and called Zac and asked him if they could run through the song. While waiting for him she turned on the televison to see a re-run of Skins. She had barely watched television with the things going on. She turned it off and went outside the bus. When she got out she was greeted by the fans who weren't that fan girling too much. They knew she wanted some space so they gave it to her. She reached the backstage and saw the rest of the band talking. Zac was teaching him the song while Jeremy and Taylor were goofing around.

"Hey, Nicks!" Jeremy greeted. Jeremy and Taylor gave or that nickname. "Paramore soundcheck in 7" they nodded and the 4 headed out already. She was left with Josh.

"Hayls, I-" she cut him off

"Josh, Taylor told you already right? I'd like to have a run through" he nodded.

"Sure. But before that Hayley you have to listen to me. We can't not talk about what happened. Look I'm sorry I caused your relationship with Phil" she didn't expect for Josh to say that. Of course it wasn't his fault.

"No. Josh it wasn't clearly your fault. Maybe it was just that before I could tell Phil the person showed the photo to him already. Don't blame yourself on this one." She reassured him. Of course their best friends

"I'm really sorry. I'm still your best friend." He smiled and she gave her a hug. They went throught song and while singing Josh couldn't help but feel stupid for being drunk and confess his feelings for Hayley. Not only that but he caused her relationshi with Phil. He knew she loved him so much and so did Phil. Listening to the lyrics he knew he was ver wrong and he couldn't do anything about it anymore.

"Hayley, Josh! Paramore in 2." The stage director said. They quicly got up the stage and started with Playing God, Turn It Off, We Are Broken then followed my a few more songs.

The time had past and it was their set already. After singing album songs it was time to release the dedicated single.

"Alright everyone. This next song is a new single. It's titled My Heart. I dedicate this to a very special someone who I lost two months ago." After saying the last sentence the crowd shouted different names, some Philley and some are just simply Phil. She smiled to their fans and she cued the band to start the intro.

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong. That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you. We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope. This time I will be listening

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you we could sing our ownbut what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you. This heart, it beats, beats for only you. This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is yours. This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is yours.

This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is yours. This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart, my heart is yours.My heart is yours.My heart is yours. My heart is

The song finished and she ended up tearing up. Their set ended and the band thanked everyone on the show. They went backstage to be given warm smiles from the others. She ran to Nick and hugged him. "You were great out there. The song was amazing." She gave him a thanks and went to their bus and went to her bunk. There was a picture of her and Phil. She didn't wait for the others to come back so she went to sleep.


I know, I know. Another change. In this fic My Heart wasn't released yet but the timeline here is mid 2010 so Please Don't Leave Me happened early 2010. Review for the next!