~Moving on~

I hide behind this lap top

So no one can see

The lonely boy inside myself

Can't know the real me

They always look to me for answers

Which I gladly give

But I wonder what they'd think

If they knew the life I live

Always feeling lost

Like I've been misplaced

Like the part of me I used to know

was by loneliness replaced

And left me here alone

With no one to comfort me

So the pain could break me down

So I'll never be free

Of the sorrow that I feel

Everyday of my life

That's tearing me apart inside

Cutting through me like a knife

So I can't seem to figure out

Just exactly what to do

The question is, who am I

The answer, I wish I knew

So behind my lap top

I will sit

And hold back my tears

And get a grip

And never tell them

What is wrong

And though it's so hard

I'll remain strong

But part of me

Will always cry

And though it's hard for me

I'll try

To forget the pain

Deep in my heart

And not let that pain

Tear me apart

So telling myself

That I can't fail

In this game of life

I will prevail

And then this pain

It will be gone

And I know that someday

I will move on.