For some reason, I started doing it with Midoriya.

I can vaguely remember anything that happened last night, it has been on my mind since first period this morning. I twirl my jacks on my fingers as my thought lingers on a question:

Why him?

It came to me as a surprise actually, of all the boys in class, I was with the most awkward one. If anything, I thought it'd be Kaminari, but he didn't do anything despite my constant attempts of getting in his nerves. Yaomomo? Honestly, I love her, but it's kinda obvious she has a thing for Todoroki... not that I have a problem with it. But why Midoriya? I don't even talk to him, heck I barely even know what he feels about doing this.

Feel? What exactly was I thinking when I asked him to do this? As the sound of flesh pounding against one another echoes in my head, I can never truly understand why I approached him. I've never been interested in this sexual bullshit; for all I know, I just wanted a nice, normal life with someone who could be there with me... that is considering what 'normal' is when you're training to be a hero.

The question kept dragging my attention away from class until I realized that it was actually time to head back to the dorms. We would often catch glimpses of each other, Midoriya obviously trying to avoid eye contact.

"Chocolate or Strawberry?"

I turned to face Momo, currently holding a bunch of sweets we bought earlier today. I grabbed the former and started to consume it. Heh, consume, where the heck did I get that word? As I continue with my snack, I noticed Midoriya at the corner of my eye sitting next to a bowl of his so-called protein diet. For some reason I've really been craving chocolates lately.

Crap.

I remember now.

It was midnight, I couldn't sleep. I found myself wandering around the halls of the dorm searching for something that could help me sleep. Normally, someone would've closed the lights on the hall, then I wouldn't be doing this. As I proceed to the common room, I grabbed a little midnight snack on the way. For some reason, I've been craving for some chocolates. I sat on the couch, with my face buried to my knees. I tried to read something online to tire my eyes out, but nothing seems to work. I turned outside, only to find a mysterious figure there. Being a hearing hero, and having experience in stealth from my internship, I snuck out to the courtyard to see my target. Clad in blue trackpants and a white Tee with the caption 'T-shirt', I saw a nerd. Messy green hair and a face you would mistake for an innocent child, Izuku Midoriya. I slowly walked up behind him, to catch him off guard. Thinking about his training, I brushed off the idea of surprising him; I wouldn't wanna be out cold for trying to get him surprised. Instead I walked to him and called him out.

"Hey, Midoriya"

As I did, he flinched. He slowly turned to face me and tried to come up with either a greeting or an excuse.

"H-Hey... Jiro"

"What were you doing here?"

He then sighed and grabbed himself a towel to wipe off the sweat dripping from his face to his shirt.

"I was... um... training..."

"In the middle of the night?"

"I-I'm kinda used to getting up early a-and train" he said scratching the back of his head.

"Lying"

"W-What?"

My question obviously caught him off-guard. He then looks flustered, like he's trying to come up with an excuse. He looked like he was caught by his mother staying up late and... training endurance.

"You do know that you suck at lying, right? Too innocent of a kid to even be lying."

Besides can you see the bugs underneath your eyelids? They're huge enough to actually put villains to shame. I turned my gaze to the night's sky, or midnight's sky to be accurate. Either it's just me, or I saw a comet pass through like that old hero Gran Torino.

"Well?"

I hear him sigh again, I looked down to face him, eyes glued to the ground and his left hand grasping his right elbow.

"Can I tell you something?"

I didn't answer, but I think he knew that it was his cue to proceed.

"Lately, I've been having... nightmares of... villains I've faced..."

It is to be expected though, Midoriya has the most experience in encounters with villains, both him and Bakugo. And I guess it's also a part of being a hero, haunting nightmares of dangerous people you've faced.

"At first... it was the sludge monster before UA... then the USJ... then Stain... then... then Shigaraki..."

He paused, I can sense him shivering the moment he mentioned Shigaraki. The incident at the USJ is very terrifying, especially for someone that actually saw what the League did to Aizawa-sensei. I faced Midoriya, examining him thoroughly. The tired look on his face... the sweat-filled shirt he's wearing... and his composure...

"Midoriya, come with me"

He didn't hesitate and followed me carefully and quietly to keep anyone from waking up unexpectedly. I led him to my room and locked the door the moment he entered.

"J-Jiro, w-what do you need?"

I sat on the bed, looking him in those tired eyes. I took a deep breath and said what I never thought I would say.

"Have sex with me"

I was brought back to reality when Momo tapped me on my shoulder, wearing a worried look.

"Jiro-san, are you alright? You zoned out for quite a while. Were you thinking of something?"

I turned back to where I was looking before I zoned out, he's gone.

"It's nothing, sorry for zoning out like that"

Playing an instrument doesn't really disturb anyone, considering the walls weren't as thin as people claim to be. Looking back at it now, it really didn't make any sense why I asked Midoriya to do that.

Was it because of what he looks like?

or was it because of a certain interest?

Don't get me wrong, he's jacked. His chiseled form has always been a magnet and topic for some of the girls when brought up. I just wasn't as interested in it like Uraraka was. I honestly don't know what caused me to do that, but I do know one thing,

he slept peacefully the entire night,

and that was enough to put me to sleep.