The Lovers Letter
Dear Past Lover,
You have left a world of hurt, mistrust and no respect for men. So I treat them like sluts and leave them. Creating no real attachment or a reason to morn their absence. Yet, your dishonor to my heart and the heartbreak leaves me cold as ice. Now my present and future love are tortured with the reality that they have a brick wall to smash into just to hear me say "i love you". So thank you for being the demise of my heart.
Dear Present Love,
There is so much pinned up inside me. I can feel you there, see you there, and know that your there. It's hard to open a new door, when there has been so much hurt that made you slam it shut. I hear your voice, feel your presence and adore your touch, yet sometimes I wonder if it's truly enough? Please bare with me... There have been things that have forced me to close off sections of my heart leading to a state of mistrust. Yet, I ask you to stay! How can I expect you to stay and deal with half of me and demand all of you? I apologize that you have to endure this constant approval period. It's not fair for you to have to prove yourself over and over. I'm sorry that there is a lack of trust. Just don't want to be hurt again similar to what the past has already created. You are breaking down this brick wall covering my heart slowly... Don't give up on breakin' down the wall of hurt, mistrust, and fear.
Dear Future Lover,
If you even have the need to exist! I apologize for what the Past Lover did to damage my heart, trust, and respect for men or love. I need you to break down this brick wall and love me for life. The constant affection you show shall be a guide for what you desire of me. Thank you for being a future brick breaker.
With much love,
Your Desired Lover