I made a mistake
Time has passed
a lot has changed
seems like it went by fast
they say time heals all pain
then what have I gained
it still seems the same
I'm still waiting
wish I was escaping
to a better place
where I could erase
your face
from my mind
it seems I'm always giving in
to what everyone else wants
as they taunt
how wrong I was
just because I made a mistake
is this how long it takes
to so call heal
it feels like my skin has begun to peel
leaving dry bones
all alone
waiting
to heal
and how do you feel
about our current situation
it seems like there was some mis communication
between us
just because
I made a mistake
yes I'm not perfect
now everything's open
and my hearts on the floor
it begins to pour
all the lies I spoke to you
yes it's true
I made a mistake
forgive and for get is what they say
I wish I could stay
I wish I wanted to but I don't
I'm sorry
I don't
I won't be pushed aside
as I cry
and ask why
why does time take so long
I wish the pain was far gone
but I'm wrong
never right
no chance in sight
I fear
as even more obstacles come near
I see another path that seems better
but it's clearly
too easy
I have to stop lying
and buying
all these excuses
I'm useless
because
I made a mistake
time does not heal all pain
I am ashamed for my actions
I keep crashing
and burning
I need to stop turning
away and be brave
and stop burdening everyone else with my problems
for no one shall know
I shall not show
my feelings
for I must solve them by myself
no ones help
to understand what I once felt
and to tell everyone
to know that
yes
I made a mistake