Helping Me
I had just pushed the person who actually cares about me. Telling Puck I was going to do things on my own was the hardest thing I had to tell someone also with telling Finn the truth. I wasn't angry at Rachel because she was the one who was brave to tell the truth. The longer I didn't tell Finn the truth the more it hurt him. He came to Sectionals, for the team not for me. Puck again offered help and I turned it down. He could help me through this but I wasn't going to let him because I'm selfish. I called him a Lima Loser when he was offering help and then I just kept turning him down. Months went by, Finn got together with Rachel and I had still not let Puck help me at all. Our daughter, Kayla was born in the summer days of June. When he held her for the first time, he knew he would help us anyway he could but I just kept pushing him away. I was living with Kayla in an apartment; the first couple of months were really hard without someone helping you on the way. There were a lot of fights between Puck and me.
"Why can't I help you? Kayla's my daughter too." Puck said during one fight.
"I know that, I just don't need you here to help me."
"You're always tired all the time; you probably don't get any sleep at all."
That was true but I couldn't admit it.
"I'm fine on my own, Puck. I don't need your help or money."
After Kayla turned one, she got sick. There was a time when I thought she wasn't going to made it. Puck was there when I needed him that was when I learned that I couldn't do anything without Puck. Finn and Puck became friends again but Finn still wouldn't forgive him for sleeping with me. Life was great now; Puck was there for me every hour of the day and Kayla had her dad every hour of the day.