I Still Love You Sima Yi

I'm not asking if you need me,

I don't ask why you mistreat me,

I'm not asking what to do,

I don't want to talk to you.

I just wanted to be near you,

To talk to you and to hear you

Say the things you like to say,

But it'll never be that way.

I just wanted to befriend you,

Speak to you and understand you.

But you didn't want me to

Do what I would like to do.

Sure,because my rank is lower,

And your smirk just makes me cower,

And because I'm somewhat strange...

But I'm young and I can change!

Why can you not just believe me,

Why you want so much to leave me?

I have left my old force to

Merely always be with you!

There I was appreciated,

Here I only feel frustrated,

You are cruel are you not?

You charming,smart, and hot.

You don't seem to notice me,

You are evil,Sima Yi!

When I come defeated,scold me,

When I win still don't behold me,

When I greet you you neglect me,

When I speak to you,object me,

I approach,you go away,

You consider this okay...

Patience cannot last forever,

I will not approach you. Ever.

I do not need your attention,

I don't have any intention

To befriend you or to love you,

I'm not even thinking of you.

I don't want to talk to you,

You will never make me blue,

I don't love you anymore,

Go away and close the door...

Wait... You came into my place?

Did I really see your face?

Did you really talk to me?

Am I dreaming,Sima Yi?

But I thought you couldn't stand me,

That you never understand me...

Was I wrong or do you cheat me?

Do you still want to mistreat me?

I don't know,but I believe you,

I don't ever want to leave you...

I can't tell whether you love me,

If you're really thinking of me,

Maybe you are tricking me,

I forgive you,Sima Yi...

I won't manage to resist you,

For I feel how much I missed you...

Yes,you showed me that you hate me,

Now... Will you humiliate me?

I don't care... Just stay with me,

I still love you,Sima Yi.

A/N I was bored,and when I'm bored or just to lazy to update my other stories,I write poems. This took me fifteen minutes to write,which is a kind of long... Anyway,this poem is about Zhang He's feelings towards his fellow officer,Sima Yi... Complicated ones. Please be sure to leave a review! :D