OK this is my first fanfic so please be truthful.

I hope you enjoy this and have fun reading. Please R&R.

Know this, I don't own any of the charactors from cowboy bebop

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'Why am I here? He's just a stupid cowboy, it's not like he cares if I run away again and never come back or even if I die. He just saves me because he knows if I'm not there Ed will bother him all the time. If I was gone he'd probably jump with joy. I know he would be glad, most likely thinking "finally that bitch is gone for good." The only thing I'm here for is to help if I'm needed. Well it's the only thing I can do, just help. Yes that is the only reason why I'm here.'

The hospital was cold, gloomy and dull. I felt like I've been staring at a wall for hours. The place was clean and it had the sent of bleach though out it that made me want to pass out.

Soon one of the few Dr.'s from spikes room came out and closed the door behind him. Slowly he was walking toward us, as if he all he wanted to do is avoid us all. When he was close enough to see his face we all stood up. Jet, Ed, and myself all got up off the chairs at the same time and looked at the Dr. Jet was just looking as if he already knew Spike was dead. Ed was calm for once and was just staring at the Dr. She had not smiled once that day. She just acted normal for once. I looked at his face once more, ignoring his eyes, knowing if I look in them I would start tearing up and wont stop, the Dr.'s face was cold and pale, as if he had seen a ghost. When he finally got to us he stopped slowly and he was breath was slow and load. When he stopped he just stood there for a couple of seconds.

A tear started to fall from my eye. 'Know, its not possible. He can't die. He just can't. What about use, what about me. That stupid cowboy can't die. He's gotten out of so much. Why now? Why? If he's gone life is going to be so boring. Nobody to fight with. Nobody to get me out of the situation that I get into all the time, no one.'

After a few seconds, which seemed like an eternity, the Dr. had told use, "He's going to be alright. We just lost him for a few seconds, but don't worry cause he's okay. But it will be about a week tell you'll be able to see him though. You guys have been up all night, go home and get some sleep."

Jet just stood there and smiled like an idiot. He whipped the sweat off of his face and then placed it by his side. Edward Yelled at the top of her lungs in a bright and cheerful voice, "SPIKE PERSON IS OKAY, WAIT TELL I TELL EIN." And all I did was just laugh. I stood there and started to laugh as hard as I could.

Jet walked up to me with his face all serious and looked at me in confusion then asked, "What are you laughing about, This is a serious matter, you should just be a little bit pleased, just a little even for you." He told me that in such a fatherly manner that I couldn't help but make a remark, It was just me being me.

"Yes DADDY," it came out of my mouth before I could think of what I was going to say and stop myself. The way I argue with Spike. Then I started up laughing even harder.

Jet just looked at me with one of his faces for a second, trying not to laugh. Then it all came out. The to of us were laughing with joy, from the happy news and the argument they just had.

'I finally know why I was here. I'm positive about it this time. I'm here because this is my family. They love me and I love them. With them I could care less about my past.'