Confessions of Sixteen pt. 1

By: CutieSango

9th Grader

Summary: This story is based on that song by Lindsey Lohan called "Confessions of a Broken Heart".

As Arisa stepped out of the three-story school building, all she could think about was the walk home, and that temporary moment of silence and peace she would have on the way. She let her hair dangle in front of her face, as she went over the usual routine that went on once she got there. A huge argument started over nothing, things went flying, and usually somebody got hurt.

Kyo, her friends' best friend, had that bad boy act going about him, and he didn't like for any body else to know that he did hold a place for her. He was in fact particularly worried about her because she wasn't acting like her normal Yankee self. Instead now she never had that look of determination and confidence, with her blue eyes shining ever so brightly. Now she mostly wore black, looking as if she was ready to die. Arisa's usually blue-shining eyes now dull and piercing, like you could kill over from her death stare. And to complete the whole look, she died her once blonde hair to red and black. Kyo didn't like what she was doing, and it was starting to freak him out a little.

He caught a glimpse of her out of the corner of his eye, in all her amost black drag. Kyo turned to position him self so that he could see her walk by. The girl didn't look so enthusiastic about going home. In fact it looked like she was plotting her escape from something-or someone.

Kyo ran to catch up with her. He walked beside her in complete and utter silence. Arisa looked over a couple of times, wondering why he had taken such an interest in a pathetic low life (she thinks of herself as such) such as herself. Finally, someone broke the silence.

"You're following me," She said. "That's qualified as stalking."

"I'm not stalking you," he said. "More like guarding you."

Arisa laughed. "Funny now are we," she remarked. "Okay, I guess you can tag along."

"Thanks, but I was gonna follow you anyway without your permission."

"Whatever," Arisa rolled her eyes and pulled her black hair back and put it into a ponytail.

For the rest of the walk home they held a conversation about absolutely nothing. They just rambled on about school, teachers they liked, teachers they hated, people they wanted to beat up, and other non-important things. It was going good until they got to Arisa's house and saw her father standing outside indulging him self in his beer. Arisa's smile immediately turned into a frown as she stopped dead in her tracks. Kyo noticed this and stopped beside her.

"Your house is right here isn't it?" He asked.

She turned to face Kyo and for the first time in a while her blue eyes weren't angry or piercing, instead they had the look of fear and worry.

"You don't have to follow me from here," Arisa smiled. "Thanks for walking me home."

"No problem," Kyo patted her shoulder. "So I guess I'll see you tomorrow?"

"Maybe." she said. "Later, Kyo."

She ran into the house away from the peaceful solitude to bowls and plates being broken and thrown about the kitchen.

"Mom?" she slowly walked around the corner. "What are you doing?"

"What does it look like," She screamed. "I'm cleanin' up!" Arisa's mother continued to throw all of of the dishes on the ground, making earth shattering noise.

"Arisa, Arisa," A little girl with black hair pulled on her shirt. "I'm Hurting."

"What do you mean," Arisa asked her. "I don't understand."

"I can't tell you out here he might do it again."

They went to find some privacy in Yusuzu's (i just came up with that name...) overly bright pink room.

"What did he do to you?" She said.

"He touched me." She explained. "And he made me touch him. And she held me down so I couldn't move. So now I hurt inside."

"...Oh my God," Was all she could say for the moment while Yusuzu tried to fight the urge to burst out into tears.

"That man said that if I told anybody he would kill me." she couldn't hold the tears any longer. "Arisa, I'm scared."

She paced the room fiercely in anger, thinking of how she could kill her father for doing such a terrible thing. Then she suddenly stopped dead in her tracks, watching Yusuzu cry out in pain and fear. Seeing this made her realize that it was time for her to leave. No one in this house cared weather they lived or died, and she was tired of being her dads punching bag or sex toy. It was time for them to leave for good.

Later That Night...

The house was relatively quiet considering her dad was probably passed out in the middle of the living room floor in his own puke, and knowing her mother, she was out parting with her other drunken friends. Yusuzu was sound asleep, while Arisa sat in the pitch black darkness of her room, with the light of the moon as her only source of light.

"Hey you..." a dark figure stood over her yanking her up by her arm.

"What do you want," She winced.

"You are so cute." he said roughly while caressing her face with a rough, calloused hand-which moved from there to the zipper of her pants.

"What are you doing, get off me!" she screamed. she looked around for an escape, but had no where to go, he had her back into a corner and the door was closed and locked.

By now he had Arisa pinned on the bed, with nothing on but black panties, still struggling to get what he wanted out of her. "Relax," he whispered in her ear while removing her panties and fumbling with his pants. "you brought this on your own self, being so pretty."

"NO PLEASE STOP!" She wriggled in his strong grasp, screaming and moaning in pain as he began thrusting into her and cupping her left breast in his hand.

"Enjoy it baby," he sped up the flow a little and kissed her on the forehead. "It'll be over with soon."

Arisa let out a loud, painful shriek as she could feel every bit of her father's seed pouring into her as he pulled out and grabbed her by the hair. "Get dressed. You have school."

He left the poor girl in her room to rot, degraded and alone with no one to cling to for support. And she couldn't tell her mother because she she would severly BEAT her for no appearant reason. So what was a girl to do in this perdiciment?

In The Counselor's Office...

"All of your teachers have been noticing your, distant, behavior towards other students and your, unusual dressing habits using today as an example," Ms. Takeyama pointed out the long, red hooded jacket that stopped just below her butt and the thigh high black stiletto boots. "Tell me something, do you even have anything on under that jacket, Miss Uotani?"

"Yes, I do." Arisa replied.

"Well can I sse what you have on then?"

"No, you can't." she retorted.

"Arisa," Ms. Takeyama fumbled with some papers before going on. "Is their anything going on right now, that you would like to tell me about."

"What is this, 'worry about Arisa day?'" She slammed her hands on the Counselor's desk. "MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS AND LEAVE ME ALONE!" She stormed out of the office back to class.

Stupid school, why is everybody so damn nosey! She thought when she bumped into someone and fell on the ground.

"Owww..." she moaned.

"Excuse me...oh it's you." a familliar voice said.

"Hi, kyo." Arisa managed to get out.

"Are you gonna get up or are you gonna sit there all day." he joked.

"Well maybe i could get up if someone were to help me, knowing my style of dress." she joked back.

Kyo held out his hand, and she grabbed it pulling herself up, but she never let go. Instead she clung on to his dark color button up shirt and hung like a little girl would cling to her mother.

"Hey," Kyo said in a low voice. "What's wrong." he felt little droplets of water splashing against his hand.

"I couldn't stop him." Arisa sobbed. "He forced me...I couldn't move..."

Kyo looked straight into her dull, piercing blue eyes. He could that something wasn't right with her at all.

"What's going on," Kyo asked with a very serious expression on his face. "Tell me."

"My father, he-"

"Uo-chan! Kyo-Kun!" a loud(but soft)voice interrupted. It was Tohru.

"Hey." Kyo turned his attention to her. Arisa managed a wave.

"We're all going to the movies now, you wanna come?" Tohru asked.

Kyo sighed. "Sure, I'm up for it."

"What about you arisa."

"I can't I have to go home." she walked off without even saying another word.

both tohru and Kyo looked at each other, confused.

"Hey you know where she lives." he said.

"Yeah, why."

"I'm gonna go visit her."

Aurthor's note:...umm...well, this is the first lemon i ever wrote, and since im on short time here, thank u to people who look at it.