(A/N) Hello there people... Anyways today I just had my heart broken... ::sniff:: And I was listening to this song and it reminded me of when Syaoran left Sakura. I'm in the mood to write so yeah. The song to this song-fic is called "Before You Go Tomorrow" by One Voice or Voice 5. As usual, I highly recommend that you listen to the song as you read the fic. It sets the mood. Plus I need to know if I should start a series with this. I have been giving it much thought... all I need to know is your opinion. Okay enough of my talking... Here's the fic...
"..." Talking
*...* Thoughts
^...^ Lyrics
(...) My Notes
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Title: 1,000 Stars
Chapter 1: Before You Go Tomorrow
Author: OneWeirdMoNkEy!
Song by: One Voice or Voice 5
Written on: April 25, 2001
Disclaimer: I don't own CardCaptor Sakura or the song. CCS belongs to Clamp and Kodansha and the song belongs to One Voice or Voice 5. So please don't sue...
Memories... They can be good, bad, funny, sad, etc. In this case, it was good and sad. A girl with long aurburn her tide back with bangs hanging freely beside her face walked very slowly, retracing her memories. Her emerald orbs reflected happiness at first but then changed instantly to pain and sadness. Memories from last week kept flashing in her mind. Memories of when he finally showed his true feelings...
-Flashback-
"Yes, Syaoran-kun?" she asked as she showed a 500-watt smile to him. He turned around to face her. He blushed. "Well.... Sakura... I wanted to tell you that..." His face kept getting darker as each word uttered out his mouth. His amber eyes stared straight out the girl with short aurburn hair and big emerald eyes. *Syaoran... Just say it... Just say you love her*
"Yeah Syaoran-kun? What is it?" She walked closer to him. She put her hand on his shoulder. Syaoran looked down at the soft hand then back up at her. "Um...."
"C'mon Syaoran-kun... You could tell me anything... Now what is it?" Sakura put a reassuring smile on her face.
Finally his words was spoken. "Aishiteru Sakura..." He closed his eyes, fearing on seeing Sakura's expression. He didn't want to wait for Sakura's rejection so he sped off before she could say anything.
-End of Flashback-
*What's this feeling? Everytime I think of him... It's like the same feeling for Yukito-san but more stronger... What is it?*
-Flashback-
"Sakura-chan I don't know if you really want to know this..." Tomoyo looked at her. Sakura looked back at her. Her eyes were filled with curiosity but it was also filled with fear. Fear... Fear of picking the wrong choice. "Tomoyo-chan... If it's about me then I should know..."
Tomoyo quickly looked down. "Demo, it's not just about you Sakura-chan, it's about Li-kun too..."
Sakura emerald orbs widened *What about Syaoran-kun?* "Tomoyo-chan tell me now..."
"Okay Sakura-chan but I hope it won't hurt as much as I imagin it to be... Li-kun told me that... that..."
"That..." Sakura was about to strangle Tomoyo for she knew she was trying to stall.
"That... Li-kun is going back to Hong Kong tomorrow morning..."
She stood there in silence. She couldn't believe what Tomoyo had just said. It took a while until it sunk into her head. She lost her balance and fell on a chair. She couldn't believe it. After all this time, Syaoran was leaving her.
"Demo, that's not it..."
Tears were hidden inside her eyes and they were threatening to be unleashed. Sakura looked at her with sadness. "What else?"
"Li-kun is leaving because he's going to marry Meiling-chan in Hong Kong."
At that moment, Sakura heart was broken into thousands of pieces. Her tears started to run down her soft cheek. "H..how long d..did y..you know?"
"Ever since today... Demo Sakura-chan. He didn't want you to know because he didn't want to hurt you..."
"Hurt me?! So he was just going to go to Hong Kong without saying good-bye?!"
"I'm sorry Sakura-chan. He thought it was for the best..."
Sakura couldn't take it anymore. She stood up and started sprinting out of the school. Tomoyo was right behind her when she lost her breath so she stopped. *I'm sorry Sakura-chan... Demo, I just had to tell you now or it would hurt even more if I told you after he left.*
-End of Flashback-
^I can't leave you, but I know you can't stay
I never thought our love could end up this way
And I can't imagin, living life without you now
How could this happen that you love let me down^
More tears ran down from her eyes as those memories kept repeating over and over again. *Why am I crying? I should be happy for Syaoran that he's going home to reunite with his family again... And that he's going to... to.. marry Meiling-chan....*
She finally reached home after the long, hard walk. She ran upstairs and fell right on her bed. She stared straight at the ceiling. But it didn't take her more than 30 seconds to see a picture of Syaoran smiling right at her. She smiled right back at him, thinking that he was the real thing. She sat up and stared at the ground. Again she saw Syaoran smiling one of his rare smiles at her. Soon tears were forming in her eyes again. *What is this feeling? Why do I care for you so much? Why am I thinking of you too often? Why do I care if your going to Hong Kong and leaving me all alone here? Why?*
^Never thought I'de feel so much hurt inside
So much to even let down my pride
And I know it's over now, so darling help me out^
Two dropletts of tears splat landed on the ground. At first it just laid there, like a regular tear drop. But soon it started glowing and it evolved into a card shape form. Sakura stared at the newly made card that was floating in mid air. She grabbed it and soon the glowing died down and the picture formed. 'Love'
*The Love Card...* Soon it struck her like a bolt of lightning. *No wonder... This feeling... I know this feeling now... It's love... Pure love... I may be a little young to know what love is demo, I truly know what I'm feeling is love. Aishiteru Syaoran-kun...*
^Before you go tomorrow
Just love me today
Whisper you'll stay with me
Trudge softly as you walk away^
~*Next Day*~
*HOE!!! Syaoran-kun is leaving today!!! I need to get to the airport before it's too late!*
She got into her jean bellbottoms and her pink 'island girl' shirt. She put on her pink saucony shoes and ran to the airport. (a/n: I know that was a little crazy for me to make her run all the way to the airport but hey... this is a love fic, people do crazy things when they're in love...)
^My love of life time, had left suddenly
I thought 'I Love You' could go on endlessly
And I can't believe you that you could go on
There's no way out, I'm not that strong^
She ran as fast as her legs could carry her. She finally arrived at the airport. Suddenly she noticed the thousands of people running here and there. *This is going to be impossible... I won't be able to see you again Syaoran-kun... I'm sorry... I tried to get there on time demo, I was too late... Just too late* A single tears left her cheek and splatted on the ground. Suddenly the feeling of green-autumn overpowered her senses. *Syaoran-kun!!!* She ran towards the right, in the direction of the aura.
After 2 minutes of searching she finally found him. The boy with the messy chestnut brown hair and piercing amber eyes were staring at her in shock. "SYAORAN-KUN!!" She screamed out as she ran towards him. He dropped his bags and was about to run over to Sakura and scoop her up in his arms when he couldn't feel his legs. So instead he just stood there waiting for Sakura to come near him. She stopped. They were about five feet away from each other. Emerald orbs locked with amber eyes. Syaoran blushed knowing that Sakura came to say good-bye to him, alone. Sakura blushed right back.
^Now my hearts are staring into your eyes
And my heart just wants to ask you why
why did this have to be?
That your leaving me...^
They stood in silence not knowing what to say to each other. But deep down inside, they knew they didn't have to say anything because the other knew what the other was thinking.
*Oh man, I forgot the bear...* Syaoran looked down in disappoinment. Soon he felt a soft and very light object lean against his shoulder. He looked and found the bear. He thanked Wei for bringing it. He then finally walked up to Sakura.
"This that for me?" Sakura asked ever so softly.
^Before you go tomorrow
Just love me today
whisper you'll stay with me
trudge softly as you walk away^
Syaoran nodded slightly as he felt his face burning up. He handed it to her and she took it. She grabbed the bear and they stood there with Sakura's hand in Syaoran's hands. They let go and Sakura hugged the bear close to her heart. "Can I name is Syaoran?"
Syaoran smiled one of his rare smiles. "Hai... I would like that..." She smiled back at him with one of her radiant smiles.
^There's no sense in denying
I know that I'm just lying to myself
I need you help, so don't go away
Just give me one more night
To help me make things right
Cause I don't believe, that you want to leave
And end it this way...^
Sakura could see that her vision is getting blurry. She felt the hot, warm tears flowing down her cheeks once again. She saw Syaoran dig into his pocket and he came out with a green handkerchief. "Here Sakura..."
"Arigato Syaoran-kun."
She dried her tears with the handkerchief and looked up at the caring boy. She sniffed. "So I guess this is sayonara Syaoran-kun..."
^Before you go tomorrow
Just love me today
Whisper you'll stay with me
Trudge softly as you walk away^
Syaoran patted Sakura on the shoulder. He bent down to make eye contact with her. She looked at him with wide eyes. He had a warm smile on his face. "Don't say 'sayonara' Sakura because I'll come back... I'll come back for you. Just please... Wait for me."
^Don't leave me now
Just stay with me tonight
For tomorrow we will say good-bye...^
"Syaoran-kun... I will wait for you... I don't care how long you stay in Hong Kong. Just as long as you come back, I will be happy again... Syaoran-kun... Aishiteru..."
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Haha! Now this is the start of my new series! What a sad beginning huh? I know the title of the series doesn't make sense at all. But it will make more sense as I go further on. So, do you think its a great start or not? Please review for this chapter! I'll take anything, but not anything, anything. I don't like people just putting one word in the reviews anymore, or people just saying 'nice story!' or 'write more soon'. It tells me that you guys aren't really getting into the story and you don't put much thought into reviews. So if you review with only writing like 5 words to me, then don't review at all... Okay that's all I wanted to say. Please review... Thank you and Until next time!
"..." Talking
*...* Thoughts
^...^ Lyrics
(...) My Notes
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Title: 1,000 Stars
Chapter 1: Before You Go Tomorrow
Author: OneWeirdMoNkEy!
Song by: One Voice or Voice 5
Written on: April 25, 2001
Disclaimer: I don't own CardCaptor Sakura or the song. CCS belongs to Clamp and Kodansha and the song belongs to One Voice or Voice 5. So please don't sue...
Memories... They can be good, bad, funny, sad, etc. In this case, it was good and sad. A girl with long aurburn her tide back with bangs hanging freely beside her face walked very slowly, retracing her memories. Her emerald orbs reflected happiness at first but then changed instantly to pain and sadness. Memories from last week kept flashing in her mind. Memories of when he finally showed his true feelings...
-Flashback-
"Yes, Syaoran-kun?" she asked as she showed a 500-watt smile to him. He turned around to face her. He blushed. "Well.... Sakura... I wanted to tell you that..." His face kept getting darker as each word uttered out his mouth. His amber eyes stared straight out the girl with short aurburn hair and big emerald eyes. *Syaoran... Just say it... Just say you love her*
"Yeah Syaoran-kun? What is it?" She walked closer to him. She put her hand on his shoulder. Syaoran looked down at the soft hand then back up at her. "Um...."
"C'mon Syaoran-kun... You could tell me anything... Now what is it?" Sakura put a reassuring smile on her face.
Finally his words was spoken. "Aishiteru Sakura..." He closed his eyes, fearing on seeing Sakura's expression. He didn't want to wait for Sakura's rejection so he sped off before she could say anything.
-End of Flashback-
*What's this feeling? Everytime I think of him... It's like the same feeling for Yukito-san but more stronger... What is it?*
-Flashback-
"Sakura-chan I don't know if you really want to know this..." Tomoyo looked at her. Sakura looked back at her. Her eyes were filled with curiosity but it was also filled with fear. Fear... Fear of picking the wrong choice. "Tomoyo-chan... If it's about me then I should know..."
Tomoyo quickly looked down. "Demo, it's not just about you Sakura-chan, it's about Li-kun too..."
Sakura emerald orbs widened *What about Syaoran-kun?* "Tomoyo-chan tell me now..."
"Okay Sakura-chan but I hope it won't hurt as much as I imagin it to be... Li-kun told me that... that..."
"That..." Sakura was about to strangle Tomoyo for she knew she was trying to stall.
"That... Li-kun is going back to Hong Kong tomorrow morning..."
She stood there in silence. She couldn't believe what Tomoyo had just said. It took a while until it sunk into her head. She lost her balance and fell on a chair. She couldn't believe it. After all this time, Syaoran was leaving her.
"Demo, that's not it..."
Tears were hidden inside her eyes and they were threatening to be unleashed. Sakura looked at her with sadness. "What else?"
"Li-kun is leaving because he's going to marry Meiling-chan in Hong Kong."
At that moment, Sakura heart was broken into thousands of pieces. Her tears started to run down her soft cheek. "H..how long d..did y..you know?"
"Ever since today... Demo Sakura-chan. He didn't want you to know because he didn't want to hurt you..."
"Hurt me?! So he was just going to go to Hong Kong without saying good-bye?!"
"I'm sorry Sakura-chan. He thought it was for the best..."
Sakura couldn't take it anymore. She stood up and started sprinting out of the school. Tomoyo was right behind her when she lost her breath so she stopped. *I'm sorry Sakura-chan... Demo, I just had to tell you now or it would hurt even more if I told you after he left.*
-End of Flashback-
^I can't leave you, but I know you can't stay
I never thought our love could end up this way
And I can't imagin, living life without you now
How could this happen that you love let me down^
More tears ran down from her eyes as those memories kept repeating over and over again. *Why am I crying? I should be happy for Syaoran that he's going home to reunite with his family again... And that he's going to... to.. marry Meiling-chan....*
She finally reached home after the long, hard walk. She ran upstairs and fell right on her bed. She stared straight at the ceiling. But it didn't take her more than 30 seconds to see a picture of Syaoran smiling right at her. She smiled right back at him, thinking that he was the real thing. She sat up and stared at the ground. Again she saw Syaoran smiling one of his rare smiles at her. Soon tears were forming in her eyes again. *What is this feeling? Why do I care for you so much? Why am I thinking of you too often? Why do I care if your going to Hong Kong and leaving me all alone here? Why?*
^Never thought I'de feel so much hurt inside
So much to even let down my pride
And I know it's over now, so darling help me out^
Two dropletts of tears splat landed on the ground. At first it just laid there, like a regular tear drop. But soon it started glowing and it evolved into a card shape form. Sakura stared at the newly made card that was floating in mid air. She grabbed it and soon the glowing died down and the picture formed. 'Love'
*The Love Card...* Soon it struck her like a bolt of lightning. *No wonder... This feeling... I know this feeling now... It's love... Pure love... I may be a little young to know what love is demo, I truly know what I'm feeling is love. Aishiteru Syaoran-kun...*
^Before you go tomorrow
Just love me today
Whisper you'll stay with me
Trudge softly as you walk away^
~*Next Day*~
*HOE!!! Syaoran-kun is leaving today!!! I need to get to the airport before it's too late!*
She got into her jean bellbottoms and her pink 'island girl' shirt. She put on her pink saucony shoes and ran to the airport. (a/n: I know that was a little crazy for me to make her run all the way to the airport but hey... this is a love fic, people do crazy things when they're in love...)
^My love of life time, had left suddenly
I thought 'I Love You' could go on endlessly
And I can't believe you that you could go on
There's no way out, I'm not that strong^
She ran as fast as her legs could carry her. She finally arrived at the airport. Suddenly she noticed the thousands of people running here and there. *This is going to be impossible... I won't be able to see you again Syaoran-kun... I'm sorry... I tried to get there on time demo, I was too late... Just too late* A single tears left her cheek and splatted on the ground. Suddenly the feeling of green-autumn overpowered her senses. *Syaoran-kun!!!* She ran towards the right, in the direction of the aura.
After 2 minutes of searching she finally found him. The boy with the messy chestnut brown hair and piercing amber eyes were staring at her in shock. "SYAORAN-KUN!!" She screamed out as she ran towards him. He dropped his bags and was about to run over to Sakura and scoop her up in his arms when he couldn't feel his legs. So instead he just stood there waiting for Sakura to come near him. She stopped. They were about five feet away from each other. Emerald orbs locked with amber eyes. Syaoran blushed knowing that Sakura came to say good-bye to him, alone. Sakura blushed right back.
^Now my hearts are staring into your eyes
And my heart just wants to ask you why
why did this have to be?
That your leaving me...^
They stood in silence not knowing what to say to each other. But deep down inside, they knew they didn't have to say anything because the other knew what the other was thinking.
*Oh man, I forgot the bear...* Syaoran looked down in disappoinment. Soon he felt a soft and very light object lean against his shoulder. He looked and found the bear. He thanked Wei for bringing it. He then finally walked up to Sakura.
"This that for me?" Sakura asked ever so softly.
^Before you go tomorrow
Just love me today
whisper you'll stay with me
trudge softly as you walk away^
Syaoran nodded slightly as he felt his face burning up. He handed it to her and she took it. She grabbed the bear and they stood there with Sakura's hand in Syaoran's hands. They let go and Sakura hugged the bear close to her heart. "Can I name is Syaoran?"
Syaoran smiled one of his rare smiles. "Hai... I would like that..." She smiled back at him with one of her radiant smiles.
^There's no sense in denying
I know that I'm just lying to myself
I need you help, so don't go away
Just give me one more night
To help me make things right
Cause I don't believe, that you want to leave
And end it this way...^
Sakura could see that her vision is getting blurry. She felt the hot, warm tears flowing down her cheeks once again. She saw Syaoran dig into his pocket and he came out with a green handkerchief. "Here Sakura..."
"Arigato Syaoran-kun."
She dried her tears with the handkerchief and looked up at the caring boy. She sniffed. "So I guess this is sayonara Syaoran-kun..."
^Before you go tomorrow
Just love me today
Whisper you'll stay with me
Trudge softly as you walk away^
Syaoran patted Sakura on the shoulder. He bent down to make eye contact with her. She looked at him with wide eyes. He had a warm smile on his face. "Don't say 'sayonara' Sakura because I'll come back... I'll come back for you. Just please... Wait for me."
^Don't leave me now
Just stay with me tonight
For tomorrow we will say good-bye...^
"Syaoran-kun... I will wait for you... I don't care how long you stay in Hong Kong. Just as long as you come back, I will be happy again... Syaoran-kun... Aishiteru..."
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Haha! Now this is the start of my new series! What a sad beginning huh? I know the title of the series doesn't make sense at all. But it will make more sense as I go further on. So, do you think its a great start or not? Please review for this chapter! I'll take anything, but not anything, anything. I don't like people just putting one word in the reviews anymore, or people just saying 'nice story!' or 'write more soon'. It tells me that you guys aren't really getting into the story and you don't put much thought into reviews. So if you review with only writing like 5 words to me, then don't review at all... Okay that's all I wanted to say. Please review... Thank you and Until next time!