I laid in bed berating myself. I knew it was against the Marauder's code of Ethics to break into Remus's silencing charm, but to be fair when I did it a week ago and it was because I thought Remus was having nightmares again and wasn't telling me. I quickly found out that that wasn't the case when I was awoken to the sounds of moaning, groaning, yells of ecstasy and begging for various sexual requests. I, very red-faced, knew I should have ended the enchantment right away. But what if that was a one time thing. Surely Remus wasn't sexing things up every night week in and week out. However a solid seven days later I kept being woken up to the same thing over and over. Night in and night out. At first I blocked out the sounds, desperate to give my best mate some space. After the third night I started paying more attention. Honestly the things Remus begged for. Like he was some kind of sex slave or something. Why would anyone ask for that? That's not what Remus needed, not what he deserved.
"I want you to beg for it." Said a random voice I couldn't identify. Honestly Remus had someone new every day, sometimes more than one person. "I want you to beg me to stuff my thick prick so far down your throat that you are choking, so that you can't breathe and the only thing you know is my big, thick, throbbing prick rubbing up and down your tight, wet, little throat. I want you to beg for it. For what you want so desperately, don't you you little whore." Continued the voice and I had finally had enough. I pushed back my curtains and marched over to Remus's bed jerking open the curtain and ending the silencing charm. Rando shrieked like a little girl.
"Sirius!" Remus asked, sitting up straight in bed. I grabbed Rando by the back of his throat and threw his naked ass onto the floor of the room, efficiently waking up both James and Peter.
"Don't you ever talk to him again you little piece of shit!" I roared.
"Oy! What is going on here?" James asked, getting out of bed and turning on the lights. "Oh my naked man!" James shrieked the last part and jumped like he'd just seen a spider. Peter got out of bed and swished his wand, suddenly Rando was wearing pajamas I didn't recognize and was being manhandled out of the room.
"What did he do?" Peter asked after firmly shutting the door behind Rando. "Did he try to rape you Moony?" Peter asked sleepy eyed. I smiled fondly at him for a second. He was always someone I could rely on to get the job that needed getting done done and asked questions later.
"No!" Remus said slightly mad and still very shocked.
"Ok." Peter said then turned to me. "What'd he do?" Remus scuffed.
"It doesn't matter now does it?" I asked without wanting an answer. Peter shrugged and climbed back into bed. I smiled fondly once more. He was also content with non-answers and didn't push for more information. Everyone needs a friend like that.
"Everything's good then?" James asked, looking at me. We all knew Remus had things slightly twisted when it came to himself, just like they all knew the same for me.
"What is going on?" Remus asked confused.
"Everything is good." I responded. James nodded his head, crawled back into bed, and hit the lights. I pushed my way into Remus's bed and closed the curtain again, activating the silencing charm once more. Before Remus could say anything I knew I had to explain myself before I landed on the floor like Rando. "I broke into your silencing charm-"
"Sirius!" He yelled baffled.
"I thought you were getting nightmares again!" I quickly defended.
"So when you heard the sound of me not screaming in fear but instead pleasure you decided to just kick him out!" He asked still upset. "What! I can't let off steam every once in awhile!"
"You can! But you keep the charm up every week except for the week of the full moon! I thought the same! Let off steam every once in awhile that's fine! But every day for a fuc-" I paused at the wording and blushed deeply "-a sodding week." his eyes widened.
"You've been listening in for a week?" He asked. "Sirius, most people don't use their best mates for wanking material." He said softly. I scuffed, as if.
"Ew, first, just ew. No I wanted to make sure there wasn't nightmares you weren't telling me about. We all know I help you the most with those and I don't want you locking me out from being able to help you. I know I should have stopped listening in but honestly the way those people talked to you, like you were some kind of sex toy-"
"Sirius." He tried to interrupt me.
"No, Remus, it wasn't right. That's not what you deserve. Choking, pounding, begging. You deserve something better." I said and gently caressed his cheek to his chin. I hardly realized what I was doing. He smile softly.
"Sirius." He said softly, encouraging me.
"You deserve gentleness, like this." I said and kissed him. Right there, on his lips. For a good solid second and a half. I smiled to myself as I pulled away from him. He smiled at me and grabbed my hand.
"Sirius, I like begging. I like choking." He said and slowly dragged my hand down his chest. I was expecting to feel a waistband any second but instead my hand was meet with coarse hair and a very very hard cock. I gasped inaudibly. He traced one of his own hands down my chest and to my waistband. He moved his hand underneath and I was frozen in anticipation and and...want. His fingers went around my cock and my breath caught somewhere in my throat. "And you like me...don't you? That's why you spend the night with me when I have the nightmare's. That's why you kicked out that guy." He smiled up at me. "I like you too Sirius, let me show you how much." He smirked. Suddenly he jerked down my pants and pulled out my cock which was very hard. He curled his beautiful lips around my cock and started sucking on it. I gasped and grabbed onto his shoulders for support. Eventually he maneuvered my pants off of me entirely. Next thing I know He's putting my hands against the wall and maneuvering himself into an upright position against the headboard, lifting me with him. Sucking and licking and kissing and nipping. Sending thrills I'd never experienced before shooting down my spine and every nerve ending I had, even ones I didn't know I had.
Remus put his hands on my hips and slowly pushed me farther into his mouth. Farther than I thought possible. My hands turned to fist and I was gasping for breath as my entire body filled with the most pleasureable fire possible as he keep pushing me farther and farther. He made a small choking sound and instantly I tried to pull out, but Remus held me tighter and pushed farther until his mouth was right up against my skin. Then he used his hands to control my hips forward and back and forward and back, fucking himself with my body. I let him do as he please, no control I had no control and I couldn't be happier. Eventually we were going at a nice fast steady beat that I was able to willingly follow, finally over the shock. He kept one hand on my hips to steady me and let his other hand wander down to my bollocks playing with them. I jumped slightly and Remus made another choking sound.
"Sorry, sorry." I muttered, my voice strained.
He made a humming sound and shivers shot through my whole being. I whimpered trying to hold it all in. I could feel a short of smile around the base of my cock. He could tell. I couldn't last for shit, this was was bloody amazing, beyond words. I couldn't even begin to describe the sensation, the satisfaction, the pure pleasure. He pulled my cock from his throat and I made a pathetic whimpering sound, but couldn't possibly care. I just wanted more. I just wanted him. He started sucking with such a force that I moaned quite loudly, having no control as my hands wandered down to his hair, his beautiful, soft, fluffy hair. I held on for my life and felt him moan around my cock sending shivers right up and down my spine all over again. I could feel a tightening in my bollocks like I'd never experienced before as his hand continued to play with them. His other hand wandered from my hip down my arse and and I felt a finger gently press against my arse hole and I saw white, as I grabbed Remus's hair even tighter. He continued to suck as I emptied myself in his mouth. I could feel him sucking and swallowing. When i finished, he ran his tongue over the head of my cock and i moaned and groaned, falling to the bed next to him, my cock falling out of his mouth.
He smirked, the turned me over so I was resting on my stomach. I hummed contently, closing my eyes as I felt sleep starting to descend upon me. Remus start placing lazy kisses down my back until he was at my arse. He spread my legs slightly so he could rest between them. I abandoned sleep and turned to look at him quite smirked at me once, then his head disappeared as his hands spread my arse cheeks. I squeaked ever so elegantly when I felt a warm, wet, tongue trance along my arsehole. I quickly tried to jump up and move out of the way. Remus however placed a reassuring, and deceivingly strong hand on the small of my back steadying me where I was. He went back down and within seconds I was shuddering and moaning. Groaning and gripping at the sheets, pleasure I didn't even know possible shoot through my body, just like earlier but completely different. I was moaning and rutting against him. Wanting more, wanting more of what I had no idea but more. I needed more, I needed Remus. This went on for minutes, hours, days. Time. It went on for a length of time that doesn't matter because what even is time when Remus is on his hands and knees licking at my arse in a way I didn't know existed feeling things I didn't know existed and never ever wanting it to stop.
Then he pulled away, and I swear on Merlin's grave I mewed. I mewed with disappointment and longing and above all else anticipation. Remus pulled me up to my knees and laid down in the middle of the bed. Silently I looked at him, awaiting my que. He held out his hand and caught a jar of something that I couldn't have been paid to guess at. He opened the jar and lathered something onto his lovely cock. I went to kiss it but he used a hand to stop me. He transfigured a scrap of cloth into a towel and wiped his hand off on it. He grabbed my hands and pulled me towards him. Then he took one of his hands and pressed on my leg until it went to one side of him. I let my other leg mimic the one his hand was on. Suddenly I blushed fiercely. I was straddling Remus. This was...This was absurd. I-I what?
He laid a calming hand on my chest and instantly I relaxed, feeling safe and at home. He pushed my up a little closer so I was hovering over his cock. He put one hand on his cock and another went under my bollocks and found my arsehole once more. I gasped. He took away the deviously beautiful finger and instead moved it to my hips, maneuvering me down onto him. Not gently but rushed. I groaned loudly from slight pain and yet from pleasure. Remus's own groan of pleasure mixed into the air with mine. He muttered a few words and I felt a tinge of magic crawl through me. He then put his other hand on my hip and started thrusting himself into me and me onto him. It was far faster than what I felt ready for but with each thrust I was sent to a land of pure bliss that overwhelmed the shooting pain. He continued to use his hands on my hips to continue the crushing speed even when I started to thrust in time with him, but each stroke, each thrust I felt something I can't even describe. A pleasure that radiated to every inch of my body, the pain was ever present but honestly who cares if you have a stabbing pain whilst walking on the very shores of heaven. And it wasn't just the sensations, but the very sounds escaping his lips, his beautiful, full, lips that I just want to nip ever so lightly, never to hurt, never ever to hurt this man but just just to do it, just so it would be mine.
The moans, the groans, and eventually the small silent whisper of my name, and Merlin how I said his name louder and louder and louder. Till I was shouting and yelling and needing him and wanting him. My hands travel his chest and everything was bliss everything. There was of course pain but how could there ever be beauty without pain. I gripped at his chest and needed him, how I needed him.
"Remus." I moaned weakly, needily. And he pulled me off of him suddenly. I cried out for lost because I needed more so so much more. I needed him inside of me, I needed him. I cried out of course for pain, such a ripping pain, coupled with the unbearable lost, but then his mouth was on my cock again. My hands found his hair again and he suck and sucked until I was empty then he was sucking and swallowing and consuming me, my mind, body and soul everything was his. Everything will only ever be his and Merlin I could never be happier. He pulled me down next to him again, pulled me close and together we went to sleep.