Hmm, well since I've been depressed more than I normally already am I wrote this. It made me cry a bit as I wrote it but maybe that was just because I was upset to begin with. And I can't think of a name at the moment so help me out will you? Yeah here it is, enjoy.

Summary: Sasuke, a loner outcast has fallen for Naruto, the ever popular cheery blonde. What's more they share a dorm room at the high school far on the outskirts of town and Naruto seems to hate his guts, oh and he doesn't seem to be gay. What will happen now?

Warning: This is Yaoi (boyxboy), lemon coming soon to a store near you!

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto 'cause Sasu-chan does.

Chapter 1

Sasuke was walking down the hall towards his dorm room it had been a long day but at least now they had two weeks off. He sighed as he ran a pale had through his midnight raven locks. When he got to his room he was going to sit down with a glass of tomato juice and finish reading his novel as he relaxed on his bed. "Sounds like a plan, I just hope the dobe is out so he doesn't disturb me I don't need a bigger headache." The raven mumbled to himself as he reached the door. Sasuke paused before his hand touched the knob and leaned a little closer with a frown. The hell. His eyebrows knitted together for an instant then his onyx eyes widened at what he heard.

"Mmmn…Oh God! Fuck yes…ah more oh…H-harder nnn…yes, yes, yes! Oh God fuck me! Ah! I-I'm fuck…mmn g-gonna cum… Oh unn ye~s…fuck…AH!!" Then it was silent Sasuke felt his eye twitch. What the hell, his dobe was getting fucked by someone else!? Okay so the blonde wasn't his, yet, but the dobe never mentioned that he was gay he always had an interest in girls and didn't even check guys out. Well the blonde never glanced at Sasuke when the raven would walk around in nothing but boxers or when he would come back from the showers with nothing but a towel around his waist so he thought that the dobe wasn't gay.

Sasuke's onyx eyes dimmed a bit but hardened and he put his emotionless mask back in place as he pushed the door open. "Mmahahahaha!! Y-you guys s-should see your f-face's! Oh God, hahaha…priceless!" The blonde was rolling around on his bed holding his gut while six other people sat either on the floor or the few chairs that where in the small room. Their face's were red with embarrassment a couple had nosebleeds and one had fainted.

Sasuke's eye twitched. "Dobe, will you kindly shut the fuck up." He said calmly inwardly sighing in relief that no one had been screwing his blonde.

"Teme! Don't call me that!" The blonde shouted as he shot up on the bed glaring at the raven who only smirked back. Sasuke stared into those beautiful blue eyes and the blonde began to squirm under the intense gaze. Sometimes the raven freaked him out, I mean the guy was a total bookworm and drank 'tomato' juice. Yeah, tomato juice my ass he is so a vampire. Sasuke was way to pale and would always tell him to shut the curtains when the blonde was enjoying the sun. He shivered and looked away from the heated stare the blonde needed to remember to ask Hinata if she could give him a protection charm. "What do you want teme?"

Sasuke frowned. "This is my room too. Dobe." The raven smirked again in triumph as the blonde meet his eyes with another glare. He sighed inwardly, God he could get lost in those bottomless depths of blue.

The blonde glared harder this bastard was starting to unnerve him. "Well, ain't you gonna go home for your two weeks?" He huffed and became irritated when the bastard scoffed at him and walked in shutting the door.

"Dobe, learn to speak properly." Sasuke said as he walked around the few people that were on the floor and went to his bed. The raven flopped down and pulled out his book ignoring the others in the room as if they weren't even there. Everyone was dead quiet as the blonde fumed and they started to get uncomfortable by the tense atmosphere.

"Teme! You see this is why you don't have any friends 'cause you're just a jackass. And even if you weren't such an ass you still wouldn't have any friends 'cause you're just to fuckin' creepy!" The blonde shouted and the others went wide eyed, they had never heard the blonde say such awful words to someone like that before.

Sasuke snapped his book shut and sat up with the most fiercest glare that the blonde had ever seen. "I suggest you bit that tongue of yours Uzumaki lest I cut it out for you." Blue eyes widened and the boy gulped.

"Uh, maybe we should go. Later Naruto." The shaggy brunette said as he slowly stood and the others made to get up as well but the blonde stopped them.

"You guys don't have to leave. Come on let's just continue our game okay?" Naruto smiled brightly at his friends and no one saw the flash of hurt cross the pale raven's face. He had never been on the receiving end of that beautiful smile and sadly he probably never would. Sasuke closed his eyes to hide his pain and laid back down turning over so that his back faced the small group of friends. He tuned them out as they started their game back up.

"Naruto that was a mean thing to say you should apologize." The girl with pink hair whispered as she leaned in to the blonde with disapproving green eyes. Naruto pouted and crossed his arms over his chest.

"No way, that teme doesn't deserve an apology." He ground out through gritted teeth as he glared at the raven's back. The bleach blonde girl sitting on the floor next to Naruto's bed pinched him for she also agreed that the blonde should apologize. He just glared at the girls and huffed. "I'm not gonna." Everyone rolled their eyes at how childish the blonde was being and just continued the game.

"Alright, Naruto truth or dare?" The shaggy brunette asked with a smirk.

Naruto narrowed his eyes challengingly. "Tch. Dare, cause I'm not scared of doing anything you come up with, Kiba." Kiba's smirk widened and he chuckled lightly.

"Hmm, we'll see 'bout that. Now Naruto, I dare you to give the Uchiha a hand job as an apology." The brunette whispered so that if Sasuke was listening he wouldn't hear what he had said, the blonde's blue eyes widened and he choked on his own saliva.

"W-what?!" There was no way he had to have heard that wrong, but oh boy was he wrong when the brunette repeated what he said. "N-no way in hell would I touch him!" He hissed and Kiba just raised an eyebrow.

"So you're not gonna do it?" Naruto shook his head furiously. There was no way he was going to touch the teme like that. But then he realized his mistake as he refused the dare, he had just dug his own grave and his eyes widened to the point the others thought they would pop out of the socket as Kiba got up and leaned down to whisper the penalty in the blonde's ear.

"Well, come on guys we need to leave Naru to his penalty." The brunette said as he walked towards the door the others following. When they left Naruto was still sitting on his bed in shock then his face heated up and he ran to the small bathroom that was connected to their room. He grabbed a washcloth and soaked it in cold water before he slapped it to his face. God, leave it to Kiba to come up with worse penalties than actual dares.

But the blonde knew he had to do it or the second penalty would be worse, like losing his virginity, and he couldn't lie and say he did it cause they would all know if he was lying or not. He should've taken the dare but he was so taken aback that he wasn't thinking straight. Now instead of just a hand job he had to…Naruto's face heated up again. Maybe he could drown himself to save him from that embarrassment. He groaned might as well get it done now then to have his friends put a time limit and make him suffer that much more. Naruto sighed okay he could do this all he had to do was…his face turned a bright red, okay maybe he would take a few more minutes.

Sasuke was sound asleep and dreaming of that room again. He hated that room with all his being. The raven often had dreams of his past back then life wasn't so pleasant after his mother died but then he came along and brightened his small isolated world.

Dream/ Flashback

A five year old Sasuke sat on his bed in a large room with no windows, it was completely white and anything that was in the room had been sterilized beforehand. He had a very low immune system causing him to become ill easily only his mother and older brother would come in to see him every now and then and he was never allowed outside of his special room. The little raven's mother would always read to him saying that if he believed in the story's magic that one day he would get better and also be able to fall in love like in the all the fairytales. Then one day two weeks ago his mother had fallen ill so he hadn't been able to see her. Sasuke's brother, Itachi, would come in to drop of the young boy's food then leave and once his father had brought him his dinner. The little raven had asked when his mother was going to get better so that he could see her but both Itachi and his father ignored him.

Two days ago Itachi came in and sat down next to his little brother who was sitting on his bed with the book his mother was going to read to him before she had gotten sick. Sasuke was flipping through the pages able to make out what most of the story was talking about as he ignored his brother's presence much like he had been ignored. Itachi sighed. "Sasuke," He glanced at the boy but it seemed that the little raven was more interested in his book, the older raven continued anyway. "Mother has passed away. Do you understand what I mean?" He asked but received no answer Itachi sighed again and looked around the white room. "It means that you will not see her ever again, she is gone." The older raven watched as Sasuke's hand paused in the turning of the page briefly before continuing. Itachi shook his head as he got up and left and that night Sasuke cried himself to sleep.

Now sitting here by himself he stared blankly at the white wall while he hugged the last book his mother gave him tightly to his chest. Today was his mother's funeral and of course he would not be able to attend do to his condition. A maid slipped in swiftly setting down his lunch and before she slipped back out she said a few brief words. "Fugaku-sama and Itachi-san will be back shortly." After she left Sasuke got up slowly and walked over to the table where his food was and sat down to eat.

Itachi walked into the boy's room and saw Sasuke was on his bed curled up. He went in and picked up the plate only to drop it as his eyes widened. Sasuke was panting heavily so the older raven rushed to his side and flipped him over. The boy was sweating profusely his small body shaking uncontrollably and burning to the touch. Itachi quickly pushed the intercom and yelled for his father who barged through the door within seconds. At seeing the sight of his youngest son Fugaku yelled to the maids to call for the doctor.

A short while later a man showed up Fugaku was surprised that it wasn't their family doctor who showed up but her apprentice, he would have to ask later right now his son's life was in danger. The man walked into the small sterilization chamber before entering Sasuke's room. He set to work right away, about an hour and a half later he had reduced the fever as well as taken some blood samples to look over later to determine the cause. The man noticed that the boy's father had left going back to whatever he needed to do and the older brother was sitting at the small table arms crossed over his chest and his eyes closed. He noticed a half eaten sandwich, that he had seen had been dropped on the floor when he walked in probably by the older boy in a moment of panic, sitting on the table next to a nearly empty glass of juice.

The man grabbed his bag and pulled out a sample cup and poured some of the juice in it then sealed it, he took out a plastic bag and picked up the plate with the sandwich dumping the food into the bag he sealed it and put the items back into his medical bag. "Well, I'd best be going." He mumbled to himself as he walked to the door only to be stopped by a tired voice and a whimper. Turning he saw that the older boy was defiantly asleep so his blue eyes traveled to the bed. The child was trying to sit up and the man was by him in an instant. "Shh, rest now little one."

"M-mommy -sob- I-I want mommy." Sasuke cried and the man quickly took the boy in his arm rocking him back and forth as the little raven sobbed into his shirt. After awhile Sasuke calmed down falling asleep again and when the doctor tried to lay the boy down the raven held on to him like a lifeline. The man sighed and tried to gently pry the boy's hands off but there was no such luck he sighed again and ran a hand through his blonde hair.

"He won't let go. Sasuke would do that to mom at times cling to her as he fell asleep and wouldn't let go till he woke up." The blonde man looked over to the oldest child. "I don't blame him though he gets lonely in this room. Mother use to spend the maximum amount of time she could in here with him. When she became ill I tried to visit him but before I could father would always stop me, I was only allowed to bring him his food and that was all." Itachi sighed and stood up. "I have to go I need to get back to my studies or father will be angry. Just get comfortable and rest well doctor." The twelve year old raven bowed slightly and left. The doctor looked down at the little raven that clung to him and maneuvered him so that they were both lying down comfortably and shortly after he fell asleep as well.

End Dream/ Flashback

Sasuke was shaken awake and he turned over on his back with a groan blinking his eyes open. He rubbed his eyes as he said sleepily. "Doc?"

"Teme, what are you talking about I ain't a doctor." Naruto said and blushed lightly at the sight of the Uchiha waking up but shook his head getting rid of any unwanted thoughts. Sasuke propped himself up on an elbow and covered a yawn with his other.

"Naruto?"

Well, what did you think so far? If anyone can come up with a name for the story before I do I'll dedicate the next chapter to you. Please read and review. Thanks!