I die

But I can't remain

They just bring me back

And without him

I pull away

Won't they see the problem?

Can't they realize what they did?

The gang drove him away

And threw me away with him

Why do they always call me back?

When I finally should be done

'Cause they're suppost to be my friends

But they make me the enemy

On the day I killed my lover

On the day He walked away

On the day I found my mother

On the day I jumped, Dawn to save

On the day I realized hell

Was right were I was staring

On the day I found it out

I never was the same

I changed

They never saw it comin'

But I felt it for some time

That evil was a brewing'

And it finally was my time

So I left a note to my 'friends'

And I kissed my sister goodbye

She didn't know it then

But it was my time to fly

But Willow she did magic

And she held the strings of life in her hand

She pulled and mulled and furrowed

Until she got what she wanted

She never thought to ask me

If I wanted to remain in Hell

So I went around a killing

And the demons watched on in dread

I was a slaying machine

Meant for the purpose of death

That was the only point for me

'Cause dead was my Dawnie

Years pass by

and I

Am supported by the New Head Council

Giles took his throne

And the old rules went out the window

So I remain on Hell

To work for bail

Out of my misery hell

I was just swell

Didn't need to breathe

Just fight for life

Oh no, not mine

Just the ones who couldn't fight

So I wanted to die

But it did me no good to wish

Years passed by, and I was never better.

And I remained alone, features almost stone.

The Oracles, they came.

And they told me of the Day.

But I never did forget, or let it go

But sooo

They told me the secret and the problem with holding the soul.

So they gave me it back, and nine months on

I have a baby girl

And a baby boy

And Im not alone

As I stare at the stone

Of the memorial to all the fallen heroes

Many friends had left

But I didn't mind.

They threw me away, and I found my own kind.

Faith came to stay, and they called her aunty.

I was in love,

But He never did come for me

So when I sat there thinking

Waiting for the hunt

I felt him calling

And I kicked his butt

I told him how I loved him

And my life was plain hell

Until he came back to me, and finally rejoined the family.

Now it is the five of us.

Just Buffy Faith Liam Angel and a reminder of Dawn.

Twins with Liam, Elizabeth was bright

Just like her brother

And boy was they tight.

But I am their mommy

And I finally got out of hell

The day my soulmate found me

Waiting for his return

So As I sit here waiting for the sun

I know they'll be just fine.

Because tomorrow I gotta let them go some

As they grow up just a little

I wanna cry just a little

And Angel stands next to me

And we are happy to be

Together finally. Another baby on the way.

Forever. Always.

One day I found my way

One day he came

One day I got lucky

And they came to give me my little ones

One day I made a promise

One day I get it slide

But One day it had to come true

And were finally whole.

One day, just One day, I would like to not be dead to be in heaven.

One day, I got my wish. And it lasted for a lifetime.