Dear U,

You are the most amazing person I hate the most..

I hate you because…. I can't love you.

I don't want to talk with you because when I talked with you in past (which made me really happy) that moments hurt the most; it hurts because that time can never return.

I laugh with others to forget the pain you are giving me when you sit, talk and flirt with that girl.

I ignore you so that I don't have to hurt the most important person of my life, who enjoys when I'm hurt.

I don't expect anything from you because everything I got was unexpected, whether it was your attention or your ignorance, or the news when I got to know that there is some other girl in your beautiful heart.

I hate you because you can't love me, because you don't care for me, because you want someone else (who doesn't even accept you) and not me(who proudly accepted you as well as told everyone that I loved you)

I hate you because you never saw what I became for you, what I am without you, you never saw the efforts I made to make you happy, you never appreciated the care and love I gave you, you never understood when I wanted you to understand .

I hate you because I can't get you. Even if I die, I know you are so far, we will never be able to close this distance.

I hate you because you made me feel like a useless girl who has to take every shit you give, every bad word you say, tolerate every moment of ignorance; I hate you because you can't respect me as a person, as girl who is deeply and unconditionally in love with you.

And when you will know this, I know you will smile because you will know how hard it is to live without you, you will know that the girl who is so much in love with herself loves you more, you will feel proud and ego will boost in you that someone is so miserable without you BUT… I will be happy to make you happy. Because all I wanted is to see you smiling (you have amazing smile, smile which you share with that girl and not me)

I don't know how much I love you or hate you but one thing I am sure, I will not let my unconditional and unbounded love take over the charge; instead I will keep on hating you, so that one day you will know how it feels when someone who cared for you in past leaves you…. I will keep on hating you whole my life.

No matter how bad it feels to be rude to you, to ignore you, to throw sarcastic comments on you, no matter how hard it is for me to see you getting hurt, I will still hurt you because I can't love you. Maybe I am selfish and maybe I am not. Maybe I am foolish or maybe I am too emotional, but you know what?

Whatever I am, I am just me…who's never going to be your life's part, no matter what! I will never be part of your life even if that's the only dream I have. I will never disrespect my self-respect for a person who doesn't even give a damn even if a I die.

So dear you, however important you are, never think I am going to come forward and talk with you, beg you for loving me, or fall on my knees to makes you feel the king of my life… NO! I have some respect left and I will not let you take that away. If you are mine, you will come around, if not… I will live with the hatred I have for you dear. Because that's the only thing left about you-HATRED.

Thanks for teaching me that SELF RESPECT is greater than LOVE

From your EX-LOVE

Me

A/N-Dear readers, this is NOT at all related to me. It is NOT my story. I just wanted to try genre other than romance. So wrote on hurt/comfort. So don't worry my dear reviewers :)