DBJ - Alright…this here is the Revision of the story. There will be more characters then before due to some of the changes made. It will mostly stay along the plan but that too is being redone. Don't worry; the first few chapters will still be the same just with changes is all…well…onwards!

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It's completely unfair in all reality. I love someone; I am deeply in love with someone. I see him every day and no it's so not in the stalker sense, we have the same classes is all, live in the same town and go to the same school. I've known him since I was a kid, as long as I can remember. He and I are Super Best Friends. Corny I know but it's the cold hard truth. Ever since we could walk we've been so...going out on adventures no matter how unwilling, hanging out, having sleepovers. Those sleepovers are the worst for me, so close to him, yet so far...so torturously far. They got torturous when I realized how much I felt for him despite knowing he would never feel for me. He has a girlfriend after all, so that leaves me completely out of his romantic life.

My name is Kyle Broflovski. I'm between being too short and average height, practically a toothpick actually. My hair is a red; almost copper red, color and curly to the point of afro-like quality. Thankfully I've learned not to make it so...poofy. Granted I had to go to a female friend to learn but its better then having unmanageable hair. Now with relaxant and a steam straitener I can at least tame my hair to semi-smooth, short layered waves. I only say waves cause after a few hours my hair starts re-curling again. Thankfully it's a slow process...unless waters involved...then it's disastrous. People say my eyes are my best feature, an Emerald Green color with Brown flecks, on a face of pale skin and slight freckles; that the girls call cute. The one I refer to is Stanley Marsh, or just Stan. He's tall and athletically built; even though he doesn't really play Football anymore due to his asthma. It's not as bad but his mother doesn't want to take risks. It doesn't stop him from enjoying sports when he can though. Short black hair and Sapphire blue eyes...you can probably see why I like him so.

I've known of my liking for Stan since the beginning of Middle School. He won't ever notice though, still wrapped up in Miss Wendy Testaburger...oh how I hate that bitch. Every time he starts on about 'Miss Perfect Girlfriend' I want to throw myself off a bridge or cliff or...someplace high up! Hell I'd even go for the old strangle routine! I hate her so much! I despise her completely! She used to be so nice to me but as soon as Middle school came she turned into a righteous bitch! I know she gives me dirty looks when Stan's paying more attention to me; his best friend, than her; his girlfriend. I know it gives me false hope as well but until something happens I will always have hope, will always dream of a chance with him; small as it may be.

That's pretty much it right there, my love life in a nutshell. As for everyone else, well things look a lot better for them then they ever had for me over the years. Most of the guys have matured in the right way; like sexy and cute. Even the girls have gotten better looking for High school…even Wendy with her long dark hair. She's actually got curves now; and breasts mind you, she's slender in that girly way and, like almost any girl, knows how to apply make-up to her bluegrey eyes like its second nature to her. Bebe Stevens…well she got bustier and has more curve to her body then Wendy. She's got the makings of a model down to the smoky honey brown eyes and wind-blown blond hair.

Eric Cartman. He was an obese child, he's even admitted to it too! Now he's more built and less fat; still kind of thick body wise though…kind of like a brick wall. He doesn't wear his hat anymore at all and now styles his hair, usually it involves a lot of combing; he tends to be really picky about it. I still hate him even though his eyes are a nice almost maroon color.

The years have been especially good to Kenny. Ah dear Kenneth McCormick. He's taller then me! Then again I'm just short…I'm only 5'6. He doesn't die as often as he used to but he still does, I will honestly say though that he is THE sexiest blue eyed blond I have ever met! I'll tell you a secret. Kenny was my first kiss…it was a damn good kiss too. When I asked though, he merely grinned and said that he had stolen my first kiss because I was taking too long in giving it to someone. I can honestly say that I don't regret him 'stealing' it though, I always hoped it would go to someone who cared; and Kenny cares for me a lot.

Butters Stotch finally came out of the closet. He's gotten cuter and more boyish; even so he still has a sensible head on his shoulders and I'm sure those chocolate eyes have seen quite a bit more then normal. Not so surprisingly he became best friends with Pip Pirrup. Pip himself works at the local bookstore/café. He makes the best pastries I've ever tasted! It's a popular place and he says he doesn't know why. I tell him it's because the customers like his pastries, his smile and those pretty green eyes of his. He laughs every time I tell him that though.

Something else not surprising is the fact that Damien Thorn is Pip's boyfriend. He suddenly became very protective one day in Middle School. They've been together since and hooked up officially the first year of High School. I can't blame Pip for blushing a lot with Damien either, he's a sexy anti-Christ after all, especially when his normally black eyes are red. Now, normally they only turn red when he's mad but I've noticed they turn red when he's aroused by Pip; it's cute really.

Tweek Tweak took over his parents' coffee shop finally. He's still very…well he's still Tweek. Despite that though he's become quite charming and has calmed down enough so that he'll be able to run the shop. He once told me with a determined look in his golden honey brown eyes that he finally came to a deal of sorts with the gnomes that stole his underpants. To this day I still don't know what he means by that…beware, those gnomes do exist and they will steal your underpants.

Craig Tucker. That is one of the only guys that I will willingly admit is sexier then Stan. Surprisingly he runs track. He's actually one of the fastest people on the team. I guess he got tired of Football, he seems to enjoy track though. At least…I think he does. It's hard to tell with him, the only thing his ice blue eyes ever give off is general boredom. Then again if he didn't like it then he wouldn't do it right?

Clyde Donovan is no longer Craig's best friend. Something happened back in Middle School from what I've heard. Clyde's gotten a bit taller and though he plays on the soccer team he's a bit more on the soft side body wise. He's also a bit of a player from what I've heard but that can't really be true; rumors like to spread fast after all.

Token Black quit Football too. He's gone into writing actually. His short stories are awesome and he's pretty damn good at writing lyrics of his own. He's been prepping a novel since the middle of the summer before High School started and honestly I believe it will sell when it's done. Token's hardly ever failed at anything and he's not about to start now; besides he's pretty damn scary when he's angry! I've seen his brown eyes turn black once when he got pissed at Wendy during a debate.

Christophe DeLorne; the Frenchman, actually came back here you know? It came as a shocking surprise to those that have met him before. Honestly he really hasn't changed all that much since we knew him; he still smokes and he's still a mercenary. But damn is he sexy. He's tall, toned very well, has beautiful jade green eyes and is the second guy that I will willingly admit is sexier then Stan. Christophe is the only one who knows of my attraction to Stan, as well as Kenny; he's sort of become my second best friend. He can't take Stan's place but he's been one hell of a best friend and I love him for it.

I'm rambling on now so it's time to get to the point of this. Today is the day…today I, Kyle Broflovski, am going to tell a Stanley Marsh how I feel! Time's ticking, the bell is close to ringing and when that bell rings, school will be out for the day and I will tell him…he has to know…I /need/ to tell him or it's going to eat me from the inside out. I know I shouldn't put so much hope into the possibility that he'd say yes and return my feelings but I am.

I know it will be the end of me this day.

The bell rang; signaling the end of day; school hours no more for the day. Taking calming breaths Kyle smiled before meeting up with Stan, walking with him to his locker. He took another breath in, though it didn't help to calm his nerves like the first time.
"Hey Stan, can-"

"Not now Kyle" the raven haired male grinned "I have to hurry up so I can meet Wendy for our date" Stan grinned.

Kyle blinked green eyes "Date?" Last anyone had known the two were having a break up spat, where the hell did the notion of a date come from? Hell, when did it happen!

Stan nodded, a grin stretching across his face "Yeah! We talked after we had that fight and I told her I wanted to make it up to her so tonight I'm going to give her this," He reached into his open locker, pulling out a small cream colored box. Inside was a simple sterling silver ring with a aquamarine gem. The design was pretty cute, the princess cut gem was turned in a diamond format with the band connecting on either side in a parallel way. "You think she'll like it? I've been wanting to give it to her for some time now"

Kyle could feel his eyes brimming with tears "Your going to stay with her…Even after what happened?" His bottom lip trembled, hands balling into fists as he shuddered, face to the floor so Stan couldn't see his tears.

Sapphire eyes blinked "Of curse dude…why wouldn't I st- Kyle? Are you okay man?" With a frown he reached up, wanting to place a hand on the redheads shoulder, wanting to comfort his best friend though he didn't know what was wrong. His eyes widened when Kyle finally looked up, revealing green tear filled eyes as he smacked that hand way; watching in shock as his all time Super Best Friend turned and practically ran from him with the speed of a cheetah. He ignored the other confused stares in the hall that had witnessed whatever had just happened, Stan didn't know, alls he knew was his friend was immensely upset over something. He knew he was confused as well, torn between worry for his friend and the happiness that meant time with Wendy.

He wasn't aware that out of all the stares there were roughly three that weren't confused, they were glaring. Out of those three only one was outright murdering Stan in every way possible. It didn't help that the mood of the glarer fit the chilling, Ice blue of his eyes.

DBJ – And the end of this chapter has been finished FINALLY. Its kinda funny really…the very first written chapter only has roughly a 850 word count…the remake roughly has about 2100, not counting my little speech at the beginning and here of course.

Well I hope you all like it! Reviews much appreciated, I like to know what all you little South Parkians think!