I watched the night at the shining things we call stars. The wind breezed lightly and got my hair to flutter slightly in the wind. I took a deep breath and and breathed carefully out.
I looked at the blue rose i held in my hand and squeezed it in pieces with my bare hand. It hurt.
It hurt inside me… But I'm happy if he is happy. If he smiles then I smile. If he's sad then I am sad too.
I looked over my shoulder and bit my lip holding back my tears. Eric and his girlfriend were walking hands in hands with the moonlight shining on their backs.
They laughed and shared passionate kisses, making me turn away from the happy couple with teary eyes. I looked back at the sky and opened my hand with the broken rose.
It was just like my broken heart, shattered in pieces. No one knows about my feelings for Eric beside my best friend Stevie Rae Johnson and no one else will know about it either.
She had told me X times that I should tell him about my feelings, but I was too afraid and when I finally managed to pull myself together it was too late.
He is actually my childhood friend, his name is Eric Night. He is 6ft. and with build body. He has soft black hair and mysterious but warm blue eyes, with a beautiful and kind smile.
His girlfriend Aphrodite that loves to play the 'innocent-princess' in front of him and everyone else, but inside she is a real devil.
Her name is Aphrodite LaFonte and she is a 'super-rich-bitch'. She is 5'6 tall with blond hair reaching her shoulders, and light blue eyes and red lips. Her waist is 26 inches and she is pretty but with a bitchy personality.
I looked at the couple that said goodbye now and walked back home looking over their shoulders and waving goodnight to each other. I sighed and wiped my tears away with my elbow.
I guess it's time for me to go home now too. I ran back to my long time unwelcoming house and opened the door looking back at the dark night before closing the door and walking up to my room.
Zoey…
Zoey…come here …
Come to me… Zoey…
I opened my eyes and looked around. I was on a…island? I stood up and looked at the waves that tried to reach to me but failed every time.
How weird. It was so relaxing and warm here. I felt so safe and happy.
Zoey…Come here my dear…
That voice. It sounds so familiar yet so new. I walked after the sound of the voice and it looked like the time passed so fast because my head was spinning around when I came closer and closer to the place where the voice came from.
I saw a person. The most beautiful woman I have ever seen, but the seen began to blurry before I got to study her closer.
I reached out my hand and shouted.
"Wait! Please…who are you?"
"I won't go anywhere my dear Zoey...You will find out next time we meet…" The woman said answered and smile a warm smile before I needed to close my eyes because the bright light blinded me making me close my eyes.
I opened my eyes and breathed heavily sitting on my bed sweating. I looked shocked around and saw that it 3:46 a.m in the morning. I wiped the sweat away with my hand and stood up from my bed walking to the bathroom splashing some water on my face.
I looked up looking at my own reflection. I saw two big, round and hazel blue-grey eyes starring shocked back. I straighten myself up and wiped my face with the white towel hanging on a peg.
I dried my face clean and looked back at myself in the mirror. I pulled my hand thought my hair and studied myself.
I have long straight raven black hair reaching down my waist and… I was skinny. My waist is 26 inches and I'm 5'7 tall.
I actually am pretty but now I look like a scarred puppy that heard a lightning struck for the first time. I shook my head and went back to my bed to get some sleep.
…
I looked at the clock; it showed 4:15 a.m. I sighed and rubbed my face tired. I just couldn't sleep, I don't know why but I just can't…
I closed my eyes and opened them…closed…opened…closed…opened…I sat up and looked out the window.
After 15 minutes I lay down again and closed my eyes, finally welcoming the darkness.
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