A/N: I know, such and angsty story, but I had to write it after listening to the song. I may do a sequel and make things better, but I don't promise anything.

A/N2: I will try to finish my other story!

Rachel sat in front of the cameras in the latest talk show, waiting for the cameras to being rolling so that her interview could begin.

"So Rachel, I heard that you are releasing a single, am I right?" Helen asked.

"Well, yes. It's the single for my new album," Rachel replied while trying to bring a smile to her face.

"So, does that mean that you are no longer working on Broadway?" Helen asked with a mock-surprise to her tone.

"No, I still am. However, I wanted to debut an album of songs that I have written." Rachel replied with enthusiasm.

"So, if you don't mind me asking, what is this song about?" Helen asked as she inched forward on her chair, wanting to get some gossip.

"Well, the song talks about a break up, and how hard it was on me." Rachel confessed.

"Would the song be about your mysterious boyfriend?" Helen asked as she smiled at the audience.

"Well, as you all know, I am single. But this does pertain to someone special in my life that has recently been out of it." Rachel replied while trying not to cry.

"Well, Rachel, I know that you were only here to talk about the single, but since we have time, would you mind debuting the single right here, right now?" Helen asked her with way too much enthusiasm.

Rachel had been prepared for this question, and as much as she did not want to do so, she knew she had to in order to attempt him to hear it. She knew that if he was watching at the moment, and if she asked him to listen, he would. This was her last attempt to get him to listen to her.

"I would love to" Rachel replied with a fake smile in place.

She walked to the center of the stage, and prepared herself to sing this song, hoping he would hear. Right before beginning the song, she looked at the camera and whispered "This is for you."

The intro of the song began, and she began the singing the songs. Every emotion in the song was conveyed through her voice and her face. As she sang the song, she began to remember all the memories that had inspired each and every lyric of this haunting song.

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away?
Away

Rachel remembers the first night the Noah told her that he was in love with her. They were sitting around in her little New York apartment watching a movie, when he turned her to look up at him, and bluntly told her "I love you". Rachel was so happy to hear those words from him. She had been feeling that way since he followed her to New York. Now, six months later, he was confessing the three words that she had only dreamt of hearing from his lip. That night, was the best night of her life.

She also remembers just as vividly, the night that he walked away from her. It was one year after he had confessed his love. They had yet another one of their fights. The ones where she told him that she wanted to form a family with him, and he refused. He always said that he didn't want to hold her back from her dreams. She fought with him over this so much. She didn't care. She just wanted to have a family with him. It angered her so much that he did not want the same thing with her. That night, she remembers blaming him of not loving her enough, of not seeing himself with her for long, and of even cheating on her. She doesn't remember what his response was. She only remembers that there was some name calling, lots of screaming, and then he left the apartment they shared. She thought it would be like their many other fights, and that he would come back in the morning. She didn't expect him to return later that night and pick up all his belongings, and leave her.

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

Her mind then drifted to the day that he had shown up in New York. She was just back from visiting her parents. When she got off of the plane, she expected to see Kurt waiting for her. What she didn't expect was to see Noah Puckerman holding a card with her name in the airport. She had missed him so much. Sure, she talked on the phone with him often, but she didn't know he was in New York. As soon as she got off of the plane, she ran up to him, and he engulfed her in a giant hug, lifting her off the floor and spinning her around. Ever since that day, they had been inseparable. They were always together. She didn't mind that in the slightest. She enjoyed every minute she spent with him.

But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss

The first couple of weeks after he left, Rachel would constantly cry. She had found one of his beat-down McKinley sweatshirts, and she wore it all the time. She had tried to call him. She would send him long text messages telling him how much she missed him. She would leave him long voice mails trying to remind him why they were so in love, hoping to make him see that he missed her.

I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

She then remembered the last night they spent together. How sweet and caring he had been together. He was always that way with her. It was as if she was afraid that he would break her. Had she known that this was the last time she would have spent with him, she would have spent more time memorizing everything.

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did

She remembered the first time they went back to home as a couple. All of the Glee kids had been in town, and they decided to have a mini Glee-reunion. She remembers that going back, and being in the same room as all those people brought her old insecurities back. She was no longer the determined, secure girl she was in New York. She remembers how Noah tried so hard that night to make her have fun with their friends. How he convinced her to loosen up a little. At one point, she sat back and admired how at ease he was there. How he was having so much fun and making everyone laugh. Just then, Sweet Caroline came on, and he looked at her across the room and walked toward her. He extended his hand to her and swiftly pulled her to the dance floor. They were the only ones dancing, but she didn't care as long as she was in his arms.

Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

That same trip, she finally introduced him to her fathers as her boyfriend. She remembers how nervous he was. He had spent the whole previous day at the mall with her, looking for the perfect outfit to wear. He wanted to impress her parents. He didn't want them to look at him and then prohibit her from seeing him again. She tried to tell him that it wouldn't happen, but he wouldn't accept that. When the night to meet them finally arrived, she remembers how confident he was as he was being introduced. Her parents had fallen in love with this boy, as she knew they would.

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

She smiled as she remembered the countless times he would kiss her to stop her from talking. He did it when she was rambling on and on about something that had no meaning at all, when she rambled when she was nervous, when she rambled about the same thing over and over again. She missed those small gestured that he had with her. She missed his kisses. The way his lips felt on hers.

And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

All Rachel had now was his Facebook and their friends. She would sit in front of her computer and look at the things that he had done. She had called many of their friends that she knew he was still in contact with in order to know what he was up to. She could hear the pity in their friends' voices every time she asked about him, but she just wanted to know about him.

And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

Rachel still hoped that one day he would come back to her and be happy with her again. She wished daily that he would call her and tell her that he changed his mind and beg her to take him back. She had been so happy with him. She had planned for many things to happen with him; for them to get married, and form a family, to grow old together. The one thing she did not plan for was him leaving her.

So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips

Just like our last...

As Rachel whispered the last words, she looked up at the camera with her teary eyes, whishing he was watching and realized how much she was hurting, and how much she wanted him back with her.

Song: Last Kiss Taylor Swift