"No! No! Please don't!"

I screamed my voice going

hoarse. Suddenly I was

staring down the barrel of the gun

and I saw him squeeze the trigger.

I closed my eyes.

I sat up covered in sweat and picked up my phone the time 4:00 am stared mockingly back at me. Running my hands through my blonde hair I sighed and got up going to take a shower to start my day.

I was dress casual in a scoop neck light blue button up a pair of black skinny jeans and black lace up boots. I wasn't sure if this was alright or not but I had been wearing stuff like this since I started working here and no one had said I word yet. I walked into the break room to fill up my thermos with hot water I hate coffee but love a warm drink so I drink hot chocolate to keep awake while it seems juvenile but it works for me though it seems I don't need any help lately. Sitting down with my book at the small table I read until I hear the click of heels I look up to see Garcia and jj. "Hey girly" Garcia said ruffling my blonde waves. "Hey chica" I respond with a yawn tacked on in the end. "What's the yawn for are we boring you?" JJ asked teasingly "just didn't sleep well last night" "yeah you 'haven't slept well' for the past few weeks now what's going on?" Said Garcia pulling out a chair JJ followed "it's not big deal just a few nightmares" "what are they about?" JJ asked "nothing important" "come one girly spill will you?" Garcia said I sighed and closed my book " fine well they always start with us working on a case then getting taken hostage like last night we were tracking a group of unsubs in the middle of a forest area then taken hostage by the unsubs and they were threatening to shoot someone it's always this one person they threaten to shoot but I started begging them to shoot me instead and they did then I woke up its always the same just usually with a different background" after a beat of silence JJ spoke first "who were they going to shoot?" I open my mouth to speak when I hear the door click open I then promptly shut it Derek walks in followed by spencer "hello ladies" Derek said as he walked in going over to the coffee machine we stay silent our conversation ended until they leave "well don't stop clucking on my account" Derek said chuckling spencer then started murmuring off knowledge and I caught myself being sucked into a trance by his lips moving "...that's why they say women have hen meetings therefore clucking became a common term" luckily I tuned in at the end of his speech so it seemed I payed attention instead of staring at his mouth JJ started snapping her fingers in front of my face a grin that told me I was caught on her face "well ladies reid and I will leave you to your clucking" Derek said smiling as soon as the door clicked shut Garcia and JJ were on me simultaneously saying "spill" I huffed crossing my arms over my chest " fine as you probably already know I have a major crush on spencer but he doesn't know and doesn't need to know and yes I dream about him being threatened almost nightly now and it keeps waking me up at around 4 and just know that you two suck!" Penelope squealed and about tackled me into the floor and soon JJ joined her we were a laughing heap when the door clicked open and Hotch appeared telling us a new case had come in we would be briefed and then get on the plane within thirty minutes