I'm in over my head
drowning in sensation
knowing this world inside out
feeling you wanting
with everyone else
I'm going crazy
this madness is beyond my comprehension
all-encompassing
driving me further
as I drown again
sacrificing myself for the ideals of the ruler
fighting conformity
smothered by the past
I cannot break free
I don't know what to ask
as I fall beneath the wheels of opinion
fearing myself as an unloved wanderer
incapable of protection
fearful of contact
burning inside with the rage at my weakness
unchanged by my strength