Inspired by my not-so-much best friend.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
There's something I need to tell you, need to let out, or I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on much longer.
1. Everytime you talk about her, and how she makes you feel, I just die inside.
2. I wonder if all that you say is true, wonder if you lie to me.
3. Sometimes I just want to kiss you, and hug you as tight as I can and never let go. But I know I can't. It'd be wrong.
4. Sometimes, I just want to break down and cry, and see if you even give a crap.
5. I wonder what would happen if I did just run up and kiss you. Would you be happy? Disgusted? Would you just push me away?
6. I wish we could start over, just throw everything away and have a clean slate.
7. I hate you. You know what? Just go and fucking die, I really don't care.
8. I wish you'd love me, so much that it hurts.
9. Stop. Just stop, you are perfect.
10. Everytime I see you, there are these words I want so much to say. I never do.
11. What would happen if I dropped dead right now? Would you cry? Would you even care?
12. I want to hold you in my arms and just never let go.
13. I never want to talk to you ever again, but I do anyway because maybe, just maybe, you'll say it to me.
14. I wish you would stop caring. Then maybe, I'd be able to forget and get on with my life.
15. I never, ever want to forget you.
16. Remember that one time you asked me what was wrong, and I told you everything was fine? I lied. I was really crying.
17. I hate you. I hate you, hate you, hate you.
18. You always make me happy, I just don't always show it.
19. I never wanted this to happen, please forgive me. I hate myself.
20. I love you.
Go ahead, guess who you are. You'll never get it.