Dancing on the Ashes of Your Heart
Katara sighed. Another day of no love and no Aang, she thought. What happened to us, Aang? she thought, then corrected herself. More importantly, what have I done? She said in her mind. Then she went to check on her newborn daughter.
Flashback "So
Katara, are you doing anything tonight? Aang said, smiling widely.
"This is it!" he thought.
It
was a beautiful day to go strolling through Ba Sing Se. The group was
here on political business. But this day, this particular day, was
the day he felt happiest. He and Katara had been very close friends
for awhile now. Remembering the kiss they shared at the Jasmine
Dragon, Aang smiled to himself. Today was the day he was going to ask
Katara out. On a real date.
Katara had been very happy for the few
days that they had been in the bustling metropolis. She seemed
brightest of all today, so Aang concluded today was the day he would
ask her. "Got the time and place. Now just get the girl."
He mumbled softly to himself.
"Hey Katara!" he said as
he strolled into her room.
"Oh, hi Aang!" Katara said
brightly.
"Katara, I umm… am going on a stroll around the
market! Wanna come?" he asked, a schoolgirl's grin on his
face.
Katara finished her hair loopies. "Sure!" she
said. "Let's go."
Aang nodded and they ran downstairs
and out the door.
Katara just smiled brighter.
"Of course I do, dummy! Zuko and I are having our date tonight!"
she proclaimed gleefully.
"Okay, so I was thinking the- Wait,
what?!" he said, feeling his heart slowly shattering.
Katara
just grinned "Don't you remember? Zuko and I are going to see if
we could work out together. Jeez, we told everyone!"
Aang
attempted to smile. "Oh… well apparently I wasn't told about
it…"
He choked back his tears as his heart shattered into
even smaller pieces.
Aang looked up again "Well, I'm going
to see if they have any moon peaches!" he said in a forced
cheerful tone." He ran off before Katara could say
anymore.
Katara made her way to her kitchen, starting breakfast as the sun rose over the South Pole. "Aang used to start the fire…" she thought sadly. She swore she saw his face in the cooking pot.
Flashback
His
sixteenth birthday. The most-anticipated day of his young life. "Aang,
this view is amazing! You can see the whole city from here!"
Katara exclaimed. Aang just grinned and slid his arm around her
waist.
Aang
popped out of bed, already fully-awake. His eyes meandered over to
the necklace on his dresser. He picked it up and smiled, giving it a
final checkup. Aang decided everything was
perfect.
The two were seated on a bench, in a park overlooking Ba
Sing Se. The sun was setting, giving the sky a warm pinkish-orange
hue. A soft breeze blew, just strong enough to blow Katara's hair
around a little. Flowers adorned the grass around them, as beautiful
trees with the springtime flowers gave them shade. It was like a
scene from a painting.
"Katara…" Aang began, and the
aforementioned sat up straighter.
"Katara, I've loved you
since the day we first locked eyes. I've loved you ever since the day
you released me from the iceberg. I've loved you ever single day
we've been together. Katara of the Southern Water Tribe, will you
marry me?" he asked, and pulled out the betrothal necklace he
made for her.
Katara gasped, her hands fluttered to her heart, but
then she bit her lip, and her expression changed.
"I…I… I
can… I can't" she said, sputtering.
Aang's face fell
completely, as his heart was set on fire, burned, and someone then
danced on the ashes. "Wha…What do you mean?" he asked
slowly, his heart shattering more every second.
"Aang,
I love you, and I will marry you. Just… now isn't the right time.
There's something important I have to tell you." She tried to
say, but the damage was done.
Aang made no
effort the hold back his tears. He turned around, but just hung his
head. He snapped open his glider and took off, leaving a crying
Katara on the bench.
"Please, Aang…come
back. Please." Katara sobbed. But it was no use, as his figure
was gone, soaring through the lonely skies over Ba Sing Se.
Katara
circled her finger around her navel, then picked up the necklace,
looking it over through her tear-filled eyes.
It
was a demonstration of exquisite craftsmanship. The necklace's center
was a blue stone, with the Water and Air symbols intertwined
together. The back of the necklace had an inscription on it, saying
"For Katara, my one and only love."
Reading
those words only made her cry harder. "What have I done?"
she thought, tears openly streaming down her face.
Katara hummed softly, eating some stew and thinking back to that fateful day when Aang finally lost it.
Flashback
It
was the first time the pair had seen each other since that day two
weeks ago. The day Katara had turned Aang's proposal.
The hallway.
That hallway. The hallway in which Aang finally lost it.
It was a
cloudy morning, not too bright. Katara was walking down the hallway
that led to stairs down to the main floor of the tea shop.
Lost in
her thoughts, she didn't realize Aang was standing in front of her
until she bumped into him.
"Oh, hi Aang." she
said.
"Hello Katara." Aang replied, the coldness in his
voice obvious.
Katara shifted uncomfortably. "So, do you want
to do something tonight?" she asked.
Aang turned around to
face her, his eyes with hints of anger in them. "Gee, doesn't
that sound familiar? The same thing I said to you the day I was going
to ask you out. Do you remember that? That day you rejected
me?"
Katara let the anger in his voice roll over her. "Aang,
Zuko and I broke up after only two dates. But seriously, do you want
to go out tonight?" she asked promptly. By now, Aang, who was
walking down the hall, turned around, his face filled with rage.
"No,
I do not want to go out with you! I gave you numerous chances, but
you rejected nearly all of them! Including the most important one of
all! You turned down marrying me! I went through the trouble of
making the betrothal necklace, arranging that date, then you go and
blow me off! YOU DON'T DO THAT TO A GUY!!!!!" he shouted.
"But
Aang…" Katara tried to say.
"No buts! You've broken my
heart too many times, Katara! You've set my heart on fire, watched it
burned, than danced on the ashes! Unless you manage to find some
magical Spirit Superglue, then don't count on me loving you! Because
I don't!!!" he screamed at her.
A flood of tears were running
down both of their faces now. While Aang stayed in the hallway,
fuming, Katara ran to her bedroom, slammed the door, and bawled her
heart out into the pillow. She didn't even get to tell him.
Katara began sobbing at that painful memory. No matter what would happen, she would always love Aang. And maybe he would love her back again. But only time could tell.
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