The Mal-adventure don't cry.
I know I should be doing a chapter for 'Solitude Symphony' but while I was thinking of what to write for that one this little one-shot came into mind. I guess this would one-shot is closely related to the story…
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I know that you feel better, over there pain and sorrow do not exist. I wish I could utilize a way to talk to you, to feel you close to me once again. I want to hug you, to tell you my will died with you. With you gone, my life turned into a gray cold abyss and the pain will never go away.
I know what you would have said to this, to move on, that time will heal the wounds and leave only a bitter memory. You would have told me to stop looking behind and start looking forward, to take care for her and for all those that need me.
But still how I wish to have you here with me, to have you secure here between my arms, sigh in your ear, to tell you that the while I miss you more, my life is leaving my heart.
I remember your smile, but I'm afraid I will forget with time, I'm terrified that my memories of you will see more distant with each passing day until eventually I won't be able to recall you at all.
I still remember the first time I saw you, the gentle smile and the light blush gracing your face. Those beautiful pearly eyes stole my heart, and now that those eyes have close to never be open again, the whole in my chest hurts.
One part of me resents you for leaving me here all alone, but I know it was not your choice, after all I'm just a crazy lover that has learn another lesson about life.
I wish there was a way to talk to you, to tell you how much I miss you, to tell you I cannot do this without you, that I would join you having the opportunity.
But I know I must not, for there is somebody that needs me, she is all I have of you left. I know how much you love her and I shall do the same. The pain of losing you will never go away, but I must live for her.
I know that one day I will see you again, and for now that is enough to placate the pain my soul.
Yeah I know extremely short, but this is just a point less drabble that was born in a moment of extreme boreness.