Hi let me introduce myself, I'm Bella Marie Swan and 150 years ago I was in love I thought we were going to be together forever well what a scam that was Edward Cullen never loved me neither did hi family my best friend my brother my second parents they all left and left me in the forest for Victoria to find me. This is my story.

Edward was waiting for me outside my house when I arrived back from school, he had been very distant since my birthday it wasn't Jaspers fault it was my own I was stupid enough to bloody cut my self on a present I mean who does that ! I walked up to Edward and he asked me to take a walk with him, I could tell something was up with the pain and other emotions hiding behind his eyes.

"Bella we're leaving." He whispered, my brain went into shock mode,

"What do you mean your leaving, is this because of what happened the other day EDWARD THAT WAS NOTHING!" I all but yelled, Edward looked taken back a second before composing himself and saying,

"Your right that was nothing Bella, but hey that was to be expected." I was really confused

"Then why the fuck are you leaving Edward, you know I can't live without you and your just gonna bloody take of just take me with you please?" I whispered the last part hoping that he would say yes with any hope I had left.

"Bella I. Don't. Want. You. To. Come." His words hit me like a ton of bricks I was in pain it felt like my heart had just been ripped out my chest but I didn't let that show instead I let lose.

"Ha that's fucking rich Edward you really are a twat you know, go on leave take your fucking prude arse and family with you. I HATE YOU! i swear damn Edward you will live to regret this day for the rest of your life I mean that so go jut fucking well leave!" I shouted with venom on each word.

Edward just stared at me Ha I bet he weren't expecting that the prude, "Fine, just promise me one thing don't do anything reckless for Charlie's sake."

I let out a evil laugh, "Edward babe," I said sarcastically, "go take that promise and shove it where the sun don't shine, infact I think I fancy going cliff diving or maybe get on the back of some random physco's motorbike." I laughed evilly. With that he gave me a pained look and vanished. And that's when I went numb.

I just wondered after that I then ended up in our I mean his meadow I sat smack bang centre of it and just let myself go blank that's when she came my best friend my saviour.

"Victoria," I whispered, she laughed and said, "oh look what we have here this will make my job easier, where's Edward you're his pet I want to make him hurt." I let out an evil laugh and stood up Victoria looked at me confused so I spoke,

"Well that make two of us then." She looked at me to see if there was any hint of bluff in my eyes before she appeared right in front of me a said, "Your not joking are you?" I shook my head, "Huh now I'm intrigued what happened." So I told her word for word of what happened while I watched her face go from shock to compassion to pure rage, "HE WILL PAY." Victoria spat before he looked at me and said ,"Bella how would you like to become a vampire and get a little payback on Eddie boy." She smirked evilly

I ran the idea through my mind this was the one thing Edward never wanted so hell yes! ,"Vic we have a deal." I held out my hand and she shook before she bit my neck. I was sent into a 3 day blackness of pain and anger.

So here I am 150 years later living with Victoria and kindof happy oh and let me tell you I love being I vamp I have amazing powers that's for sure, I can control the elements and I can turn myself invisible I'm also a physical and mental shield oh and this is the second best part I can make people feel like their brains on fire. But there's another cool thing after Vic changed me she had a mini change as well weird huh so we have a unique bond that's for sure we can speak to each other through our minds to which is clearly the best. Tomorrow we will be heading back to forks my home town. With a bit of look Edward won't be there see me and Vic are still coming up with a plan so one day we will go looking for him we'll see what happens. *cue evil laugh* But please dont let me still be in love with him.

So what do you think yay or nay review and let me know