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i saw her dancing with my brother nathan and laughing at some most likely retard joke he had heard from one of his knucklehead friends. she was in a wheelchair but at the moment nathan was holding her against him. he did not want her to feel uncomfortable. she had been my best friend since we were seven years old. i was sitting on the back steps of my family house because it was my mom birthday. my daughter was sitting beside me and my wife sam was in the house talking to my mom and my friend john cena mom. john was dancing with his wife liz. the song ends and i see nathan gentle help angelica back in her chair. i look at my daughter and said" princess dance with uncle nathan while i dance with angelica ok" alanna giggles and nod her head and runs to her uncle as i walk over to angelica and i kneel down and said" hey beautiful angel do you want to dance?" i look up at him and nod my head and i help her back up and i felt her arms around me. as the song truly madly deeply by savage garden. i look over at my sister who was the dj basically and she was laughing. i roll my eyes as i look down at angelica with her head against my chest. i smile softly as i sway back and froth and then we heard a ear broken screaming. angelica lift her head up and i turn around to see sam looking pissed which was never a good thing. so i gentle put angelica back in her chair and i walk over toward her and said" what the matter honey" sam replied" what were u doing with that" i growled in my throat since i hated when people called angelica " that" or "it" when she has a name. i look at sam and said" dancing it was nothing else" sam walk over and picks up alanna and said" we are leaving" i walk over toward my mom and kiss her cheek and look back at angelica who look heartbroken and there was not anything i could do about it.

later that night i came back to my mom house since she said she wanted to talk to me alone. i pull up to the house and i could still hear music so i knew people were still here and i walk into the house and i walk outside to see my mom and my aunt talking. i see john cena and nathan and liz all talking to angelica. my mom look up at me and said why did you leave" i replied" because sam left and i wanted to make sure she was ok" my mom look at me and said" do you remember the accident" i did not want to nod my head or move but i sigh softly and said"yes mom i do" my mom said" honey, i love sam you know that i love sam, she is wonderful girl but ever since that accident she has litteraly made angelica feel like she should not be here and angelica is more of a daughter then sam to me" i look at my mom and look over at angelica and thought i made her feel like she does not belong here with my family more importantly with me. i shook the thought out of my head. i said" mom i am married to sam what do you want me to do leave sam and my little girl" my mom shook her head and replied" no i am not saying that i am just saying think about how angelica feels that accident change her life forever" i sigh and just sat there

meanwhile john and nathan were trying to cheer up angelica as liz was calling randy all kind of names. i was trying to smile or laugh but it just was not worth it feeling sad when he just left not saying a word to me. john said" hey angel come on he is a idiot, he know where his heart is baby girl" nathan said" come on it is randy he makes ass out of himself and we are there to pick up the pieces over and over again i am sorry angelica but i am not doing this anymore" he walks away and i sighs. i did not blame nathan for walking away heck if i could i would walk away as well. then john, liz and i heard a husky voice and said" can i talk to her" john and liz look and see randy and john eyes flash with angry and said" no go away go talk to sam" liz and me grab john and i said" thanks adopt brother but i think nathan is right i need to handle my problems on my own" john sigh softly and kiss my cheek and said" ok" liz and john walk away from randy and me.

randy kneel down and said" do you remember the accident we were both in?" i look at him like" no duh hello wheelchair" he sigh softly and replied" angelica i remember waking up in the hospital hearing doctors talking about how luck i was and how luck you were to be a live and i remember my heart aching so bad that i hurt you you told me for six months it was not my fault then one day i came home and told you how i felt about you and i meant it and then i meet sam and we get married and had a daughter" i look at him and said" would you please get to the point because all you are doing is reliving the past and it is already kills me to think about it" randy shallow seeing tears in my eyes and said"i love you, if i leave sam are you going to be here for me to turn to" i look at him and laugh and said" second choice that is all i am to anyone anymore" i push him away as hard as i could and roll away.i saw john and liz coming up to me and said" go ask her i have to go" i walk over and kiss my mom cheek and told my dad i was leaving. i sat in my hummer and hit the steel wheel over and over as i pull out and drove home and park. i could not leave my little girl and i could not ruin her happy home and i certain did not want another man raising my little girl. so i climb out of the car and walk into the house feeling worse then ever. sam was watching a movie and alanna was a sleep beside her. so i pick her up and carried her upstairs and tuck her in as i watch her soft brown curlies fall into her face. i think about angelica and i just felt tears rolling down my cheek.

meanwhile john was following me once he caught up with me of course. i said" jonathan felix anthony cena go away" john said" angelica hope Isabella jones no nathan is right randy is a jackass if he cant see that you are so in love with him that it nearly kills you i am scared that i wont be there the next time you try to hurt yourself i can't lose my adopt little sister, i never had a sister i am stuck with four brothers ok five if i am counting randy but still i have liz but i need a girl that is normal that does not run away when i say something stupid or get mad when i say something stupid, i remember that accident you and randy decide to drive back home i thought you two were stupid but hey i would have done the same thing if we were close to my hometown at the time to be with my family and people i care about, i remember when randy call me the sadness in his voice i will never get out of my head, you have the same sadness in your eyes and when you talk, the only time i see you smile is when randy is around you" i sighs and stops and look at him" he told me if he left sam would i be there john i am not some second rate prize, i want someone to hold me and tell me i am pretty, i want someone to wrap his arms around me and sway with me even through i can't feel my legs, i want someone to hold me during a thunderstorm, i want someone to look at me like you look at liz, like noah looks at becky like randy dad looks at randy mom, i want that so bad it hurts." john walk over and hugs mesoftly and rub my back softly" you will get that one day and then randy will realize he let a good thing go" when they get to my house they see randy hummer. i said" thanks john for walking me home but i can handle this" john smile and kiss my cheek and said" ok i will be at randy mom if you need anything just call" i nod my head and i rolls into the house since randy was in the house she knew the door was unlock and i lock the door behind me and said" randall keith orton where are you" a husky voice said" come find me" i slips my shoes off of my feet and my jacket and heads toward where i heard the voice came from and asked" what are you doing" a husky voice coming from behind me and said" showing you that you are not second choice you are always my first choice" before i could say anything randy kiss me and picks me up and lays me gentle on bed and kiss me softly and slowly pull away. i said" what about sam?" randy said" what about her? i am looking at what i want more importantly who i need in my life" i blushes and kisses him softly as they start taking clothes off of each other and they made love for mine first time.