Disclaimer: I do not own twilight nor its Characters but I do own my ideas, I know where I want this story to go, and for it to get there Alice and Bella need to together so if you think this first chapter is racing by too fast I'm sorry. If there is anything I don't clear up or you guys don't understand just let me know.

Chapter 1

Alice was standing there looking as beautiful and peaceful as ever, of course she so happen to be standing in front of a clothes rack in her favorite store at the Capital Mall, only Alice could convince me to drive 3 hours in a car to go shopping which I absolute hate. But seeing her like this is always so worth and I love to see. Alice and I have been together since January this year of course I was attractive to her since I stared Forks high school back in November, but I had just got out of a relationship back in phoenix who she blamed me for never giving her or us a chance. See Renee my mom got re-married to a guy name Phil and he need to travel for his work, so not wanting her to worry about me and not wanting to be in her way I had decide to move to forks with Charlie my dad, so that my mom and Phil could travel with no worries. But when I told my current girlfriend who was my best friend for two friends prior, as soon as I got done telling her my news she ask me to move in with her and her family so that we could still stay in the state and be with her. But I thinking that was way too soon and thought it would put a damper on our relationship so I said no. She was so furious she didn't want a long distant relationship with me she ended and ending our friendship as well. Feeling that I just lost everything, made me feel like I wasn't really worth anything like our relationship wasn't even worth trying to for a long distant. So when Alice and I met we were just friends at first, for some reason though and at the time I thought it was odd she never came to my house nor did she ask me to come to her house. Until I figure out what and who she is and as they say everything was history. I hear a squeal next to me that brought me out of my head, and yet again I was Alice she had just found the perfect dress for her to wear this next Saturday to the Halloween party the Cullen's were throwing for me and my friends, so that I didn't feel disconnected to them. It was the perfect moment to tell her, before I chicken out and never could bring it up again.

"Hey Alice, can I talk to you about something that on my mind," I said before I could even think about any more but it came out a little too fast. Alice face got serious for a split she had this look on her face like someone just spoiled her good mood. She looked up at me trying her best to not let any motion show across her face.

"No Bella," Alice had said so fiercely it shocked me to my core. "You can try but there no way you're moving out."

"That's not fair!" I said a little too loud as people starting turning around looking at us. I'm sure if Alice still had blood in her system her whole face would be ruby red, see look in disbelief at me and turns to walk away. "You can't cheat like that," I said deciding to follow her instead of ignoring her looks she was giving me. I was starting to realize that I was more mad at the fact that I had let this worry me so much trying to decide how to tell her if never dawn on me that she had already knew. I move closer to her putting my hands around her waist, "can you at least let me try and explain everything."

"Bella I know, you've been living with us since…it happen, and your trying to push everyone one away, I'm not going to let you move out and be by yourself bells it's a time to be with the ones you love not alone in some little bubble there is nothing to talk about the decision has been made." I let out a huff, getting made to the fact that she wouldn't even let me explain. I exited the store and so the mall heading south on Black Lake Blvd. to the only place I could clear my mind. It was only a twenty minute walk and I knew that the fresh air and being alone would clear my thoughts. I knew that Alice was right, and that she was just worried about me being alone and letting my sadness and depression come back. After Charlie die to an "animal attack" which everyone knew better it was a nomad passing by and catching my scent he settled for my father instead, giving that fact that I wasn't there. The Cullen's made him pay though they track him down and tour him to pieces, I know they really didn't want to kill another creature like them but Alice had pleaded with them for my sake. Since day one I had blame myself for that if only I was home and my father was not it would be me who was died and not him. I started feeling like I didn't deserve to be there let alone have amazing friends, the best girlfriend, and a wonderful family. I just felt weird at the Cullen's all the time, like a burden, Jasper couldn't really be around me at time for too long because the whole blood in my veins, Alice got a king size bed in her room even though I've always slept on twins she wanted me to feel comfortable, but the bed was taking up over half her room. Cullen's kept cooking for me even though I told them that I would gladly to pay and do my own cooking and shopping so that didn't put a strain on them, but of course Esme wouldn't have it saying that she was the mother after all. But after Charlie die everyone treats me like I'm this lost puppy but I'm not I finally have come to with the fact that my father is dead and there nothing I could have done to prevent that from happening. But if I'm really telling the truth I want my own place so that I can once again have alone time with Alice and not fear someone hearing or judging us. I make it to the book store and walk to my favorite section Romance, it's been a while since I've actually read a good romance to lover coming together and letting nothing stand in their way. I'm half way through chapter one when I hear someone yell, "Isabella Swan!" I know that voice and I know that she is pissed. I look up automatically with most than likely a puppy dog face. "Bella don't give me that look I mad at you for running away like that, now give me those books so I can go pay while you get your ass in that car!" I didn't even realize I had five books on my lap till I grab hold of them giving them to Alice and walking very slowly to the car. I knew I was going to get a lecture for leaving the mall, not to mention walking twenty minutes to the book store. I get to the car and jump in trying to put my seat belt on, I felt very sweaty and I hated the affect she had on me, when she was mad at me, all I wanted to do was to please her. My thoughts were broken by the sound of the trunk opening with a throw of the books and the sound of the trunk slamming shut. Damn I had to wipe my hands on my pants from all the sweating, she jumps in the car and before the door fully close she sped off making the tires screech, fuck she was pissed.

"Alice I-"

"Not a fucking word Bella, I mean it," she said through her clenched teeth. She headed in the direction of home clenching the wheel, going at least three time the speed limit faster than she usually goes, not trying to push my luck I sat back looking out the window, the scenery was passing by too fast for me, so I just close my eyes and drifted off to sleep.