An: hey this is my first story so pleas don't be mad at me also I will need help for other stories if you guys like this one

Disclaimer: I don't own bleach or any of its characters so please don't sue my

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Empty

There they were, perfect in every way. They stood there in what they thought was a perfect spot, lips locked, his orange hair and her raven hair blended. She stood watching, her hopes, dreams, fantasies, her life shatter. There was nothing in her mind except those two in one another's arms. She felt empty, hopeless, a shell, nothing. Having your joy ripped from reality will do that to you. Tears welled up in her eyes as she turned and ran. She ran because she was afraid to see more, she ran form them, but she couldn't run from reality. Tears were falling down from her eyes as she ran towards her apartment. She rushed in and collapsed at her brothers picture crying, she didn't stop until she fell asleep. She let one lone tear roll down her cheek while asleep she dreamed of them. She now will never escape of the nightmare called reality.

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nothing

He watched them kiss his first thought was why. Why did she choose him! He was there in their childhood so why ichigo she met him for a month and he knew her form their childhood to the time she accepted the mission to the human world! The next thought was how, how could they do this to him. Anger flooded his veins easily overpowering the pain he was feeling! He stormed away he needed to think and get away from them, he needed peace he needed sanctuary the only place where that was, was by a large body of water (AN: I don't know what Renji does when he is mad he probably trains but remember he is still feeling pain). That night in his room Renji's mind was playing the scene over and over again that night he did not sleep, he did not eat, he was nothing.

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Understand

The day after the scene all the captains and vice captains went to the beach. Orihime was there a fake smile was plastered on her face as all of her friends were oblivious to what she had seen. Renji was also there a mask of boredom was sticking to his face, he hated them now he hated them both. He walked around aimlessly when he spotted her smile, but he can read signs, she saw them too. She looked up when she saw that the shadow had stopped moving, Renji and Orihime's eyes met in that instant he knew for sure that she had seen them, so he wasn't the only one that knew! Renji walked up to her towering her by at least a head. They didn't say anything, they didn't have to. They had found each other in their darkest times, they found someone who understands, they have found the one person they knew that will heal them. They have found their future life

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AN: ok so R&R, please no flamers if you didn't like the pairing why did you read it any way this is my frist fic so be gentle yet constructive thanks for reading :D