"heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp!" I scream until all my powers are gone! Than I sit back against the bathtub. My head falls down, I'm breathing heavely! I close my eyes and try to sleep! Of course I can't sleep! "fuck!" I don't want to die like this! I know I'm the sweetest guy in the World but do I really diserve this? I hate myself for it but I keep thinking about what I still want to do in my life, simple things like going to a pub with a friend, watching a movie, kissing a beautifull girl,…. I won't do any of those things, ever again! And there they are, tears! Great! If there is anything in the World that would make me a little happier right now, it are tears! NOT! Angrily I wipe them away! And pretent that they where never there! I close my eyes again and try to get all the thoughts out of my head and the fact that I'm consentrated on that finally makes me fall asleep!
"Adam?" it takes all my powers to open my eyes a little bit! Everything hurts, my body has become useless by now! I can see the siluoette of a small woman right next to me! He lips are moving but I don't hear anything! It seems to take hours before I can hear the words she says : "Adam, don't be afraid, Adam! I'm here to help you! Adam? Adam, can you hear me?" I can't open my mouth, I spilled my last powers on the opening of my eyes! The girl keeps talking to me but eventually she gives up hope and sighs deeply and worriedly! Than she looks at me again and takes a little key out of her pocket and shows it to me! Joy overwhelms me and I know for sure that she can see it in my eyes! She smiles sadly and than bents down to unlock my chain! not even 10 seconds later I'm free, I can go away for ever and ever away from this hell! The girl embraces me and tries to lift me up but she's smaller than me and not very strong! I try to get up myself but I remember that all my powers are long gone! I can see the panick in her eyes she gets up and starts to move nervously, I can see a tear of anger dripping down her face! Eventually she turns to me again and says : "I'm going now, but I'm coming back, I promise! I'm going to get some food and stuff! You have to get you strenght back, I can't move you, Adam!" I wanted to scream "don't leave me alone!" but I coulnd't get any sound out of my throat! I was disgusted when I felt a tears dripping down my own face! She had clearly seen it because she bent down again and wiped my tears away than she kissed me, only on my cheek! It was a fast, sweet kiss!"don't be afraid Adam, I'm going to come back, I promise!" and with these words she left me! I felt as bad as I could posibly feel! I was left in that room for the second time!