Dear M.Y.C.,
I have that feeling. I had it when I liked S.T.B., but this time it's better. I want to ask you something but I cant. I'm too afraid. I want to ask you, but neither of us has told anyone. Not even each other. As I write this I think about holding hands with you and it hurts that im not with you right now. When we were texting and I sent you that text, "IWHYH" it means, "I wanna hold your hand". And I wish I told you I wish I could but I just cant. If I said all this aloud to you, you would tell me I was rambling and I sounded like a creeper and we would both laugh. But on the inside your eating me up, but you can't. I hardly have anything left after S.T.B. Please just hold me like you did when we went camping. Take me to the movies and hold my hand so I can feel those sparks again. Remember when I sent you that picture of my cat and my finger that said, "Hi I love you"? I meant it. I really do. I'm going to post this on a site because I can't send this to you. Not yet. Maybe you will see this and know it's from me to you, but until you see this we will continue our journey into discovery. If you do read this but you don't feel the same way or you do but you aren't ready, please don't act awkward around me.
Love,
V.N.K.