I am all alone there is nothing i can do to help it,i never asked for friends i just wanted love but noone understands that i dont have emotions or feelings i dont smile because in this world there is nothing to smile about, i have no purpose, everone does but me i just want someone to be with me not some pety love joke that only lasts a week, i have seen the cruel ways of life that noone has seen before.
But if anyone has felt that they know my pain i dont express it i try to smile but only to not show it, i dotn smile for real cause im fake i ahve noone to love me and that is the only thing i want people judge me they say i am not grateful but i dont ask for all of this i never dis but they wanted me to have it i try and lock them out but they break right back in.
i am afraid to let poeple into my heart because they always find a way to break it my sprrow is the only thing that keeps me warm only my tears love me cause they are always there when i get home, i cant ever focus but they're is only that one who has the key to open the gates of my emotions which is whom i shall not tell and i will never hand out spares i try but it never works out they always break my heart.
im alone in this world my parents dont look out for me neither do my brothers people say i lie and act like this way to get attention but really who am i trying to prove this to? Noone that is! i cant prove my self cause i cant even trust myself to stay alive another day but i somehow trudge through the pain and sorrow people think im just an ugly ass emo freak but im not i am alone and i am looking for love if i cant find that then how am i suppose to make it in this worldeveryone wants to be me but i dont know whyi have a terrible history moving from town to town but all i find is hatred and death!