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Warning: Charracter death.

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Lights

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He's awake again. He doesn't remember going to sleep. He doesn't remember where he was or why…

He thinks maybe he fell somewhere but his memory's all confused because it seemed like such a long time until he hit the ground.

"Dean?"

"It's okay Sam! I'm here, I got you! You're gonna be fine."

His brother's face is suspended in an eternal moment; a view that never stops, and he can trace every etching across his features. He falls.

"Tired Dean." He mutters.

"Don't Sleep Sammy, You can't sleep! Gotta stay with me."

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He's awake again. He doesn't remember going to sleep. He doesn't remember where he was or why…

"Dea-n?"

"Sammy? Sammy, it's okay! It's going to be okay…stay with me!"

He can smell gunpowder, leather and musk; arms gripping him almost painfully. He wants to tell Dean to loosen up slightly. He wants to ask what happened.

He thinks maybe he fell…

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He's awake again. He doesn't remember going to sleep. He doesn't remember where he was or why…

"De…"

"Sammy! It's okay, I'm here. You'll be fine. Stay awake please..."

Sam's eyes are burning, the bright daylight catching them and making them tear up. He tries to shake his head and clear them.

"Dean, block out the sun." He moans

'It's nighttime Sammy." His brother whispers back, soft and broken.

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He's awake again. He doesn't remember going to sleep. He doesn't remember where he was or why…

"D…n?"

"Sammy."Dean's voice comes soft and weary, like he's said these words before. "I'm here Sammy."

Sam's confused and the words are familiar. Dean's holding him he thinks, but he can't really feel it, just knows that's something that…

Sam's cold.

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He's awake again. He doesn't remember going to sleep. He doesn't remember where he was or why…

He remembers pain, but not anymore.

'D'n."

"Shush Sammy." Hot air slides across his neck, sunlight dances in his vision.

"It's okay, Sam, It's okay."

"sle…py D'n."

Soft lips on his brow and hot tears trailing to his eyelids.

"I know Baby, I know."

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He's awake again. He doesn't remember going to sleep. He doesn't remember where he was or why…

"D..."

"Sammy, it's okay, you can sleep now. It's okay. I love you and you can go to sleep now."

Heavy, he's falling all over again. When did he fall…

"I love you Sammy, I love you, now go to sleep Baby. Go to sleep…"

Something's wrong but Sam's so tired and the sun's so warm. Something's wrong but if Dean says it, it must be okay…

Sam sleeps.

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