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8.
breathtaking reality
the drug in me is you
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Haru practices her evil laugh in the mirror.
She practices it when she's all alone and no one will be able to hear because it's silly and stupid and honestly she feels like slapping herself in the face for doing it.
Secretly she hopes someone will catch her—that annoying Gokudera, hopefully—and call her a stupid, crazy woman so she can solidify it that she is a stupid crazy woman, so that she knows she isn't the only one that feels this way about herself, about Haru.
After all, what kind of friend goes after a man whose heart already belongs to another?
What kind of friend, what kind of person?
The type of person who is described in the romantic books she reads, the person who is the villain, who is the rival. The person with the evil, stupid, villainous laugh.
Haru practices her evil laugh in the mirror.
She practices so she can see herself in all her broken, vain, splendor and laugh along with the invisible audience at this clown of a girl, this clown of a woman.
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_an : a little something I pumped out and ended up sort of liking. also, i apologize for it being so confusing and short U_U