Ok, I don't know how to say this, but it's kinda evil song fic. It's Perfect Circle what more can I say? They are the most non-christan band there ever was....hehehe....*scratches the back of her head* i like the song, and it's in Heero's POV.
I look around to see everyone happy, I will never be happy, I never choose to be. They say that this Christ person can save your soul but I don't believe it, only one person can save my soul and I haven't seen her in 3 years.
You're such an inspiration for the ways
That I'll never ever choose to be
Oh so many ways for me to show you
How the savior has abandoned you
Fuck your God
Your Lord and your Christ
He did this
I mean I wont say who it is, but if you know me well enough you'll know who I am talking about. Forever in my life I always had hate and never love. I always saw it as a plague to have love, some type of diseases that eats at your heart intill you can't live anymore.
Took all you had and
Left you this way
Still you pray, you never stray
Never taste of the fruit
You never thought to question why
The thing that bugs me is the fact they don't question this 'God' of theirs. He told them not to eat some fruit in this story that Duo talked about. Duo talks about 'God' all the time. I suppose he didn't really make me want to learn more about him. Yet, I still wonder how he could be our 'God' and live in heaven while we all suffer in silence.
It's not like you killed someone
It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you
Broken down and paralyzed
He did it all for you
He did it all for you
And then their are these Commandments, I have broken all of them. So, they say Im going to hell. I think it's wrong to tell people what's going to happen to them because, you don't know and they don't know. For all you know next morning you could not wake up, ever.
Oh so many many ways for me to show you
How your dogma has abandoned you
Pray to your Christ, to your god
Never taste of the fruit
Never stray, never break
Never---choke on a lie
Even though he's the one who did this to you
You never thought to question why
Why don't they question him? This 'God' makes me think of OZ, he wont let you question why, or even taste a type of fruit. It makes no sense to me. Like in OZ you had to do everything they said and never question them.
Not like you killed someone
It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
Talk to Jesus Christ
They always are afraid to sin, if you don't want to sin then stay in your house. Never stray from their 'God' that's what they do. I wonder if Relena is like this. No, she isn't she just does what she thinks is necessary.
As if he knows the reasons why
He did it all for you
Did it all for you
He did it all for you
Though I wonder, why do they say 'God' can make you pure if you pray for him to. How do we know it's a him and not a her? So many questions and so little time for me to ask. I suppose I wont get all the answers but I can start by being saved by my angel, my Relena.
So what ya think? I kinda went, deep I suppose into it. Well be a good person and R&R!!!!