Chapter 1: What, what do you want?
Disclaimer: No I don't not at all own Victorious
Tori's POV
"Cat, Cat stop now please!" I yell at her but she just won't stop, stop kissing me on my neck. "But, Tori" she pouts with her innocent eyes but I'm not falling for it this time. "You cheated on me Cat, I am not taking you back." I scream, tears starting to pour down my face. "Aww, Tori please don't cry" she whispers, trying to wipe my tears away. "No Cat you are the one that made me cry" I shout and push her arm away, forcefully. "Tori, Tori I'm sorry I was a meanie to you" she keeps trying to look into my eyes, but I just can't. "Cat please just stop just go to Jade, the one you cheated on me with. I bet you love her no huh Cat. But Cat I loved you, I love you so why why did you do this to me." I scream using all the pain inside in it. "Tori I love you too" she whispers so childish and this isn't childish.
They always thought Cat was the sweet one, that would never hurt a fly. Well she hurt me, she broke me and I'm not taking her back, no, not this time. Yes she has done this time and time again but I love her so much that I always took her back. I just can't, can't take it anymore. "why why Cat why?" I cry out to her asking painful questions that I need to know. "I...I Tori" is all she says after all this damage she has done to me. And it hurts worst knowing that everytime I take her back, she gives me time to gain her trust again. Then she rips it right out of me, right out of my heart. I let myself fall to my knees and I sob and sob more. I just can't stop, the tears just keep coming trying to wash away all the pain inside of me.
She is grabbing my hand that is rolled into a fist, I am trying to get rid of this, heartbreak. I'm breaking, I'm broken and it's all because 'innocent' Cat. "I'm sorry Tori I will make it up to you." she yells but I just scream and scream. Like it is going to let all these complicated feelings go, but it's not. At the corner of my eye I see Cat pick up her phone and press her hard against her ear. "Oh, Jade" I hear Cat say and it just kills me I gain enough strength to get up and run out of the room, Cat's room. It's very bright in her house even though it's dark outside. I just can't stand the light right now I need dark, lonely dark not cheerful light. I walk outside the door and just run I run towards no where I just run and I don't stop until I run into someone.
I know it's a girl when I look at her from the floor as I fall on to my back. She quickly gets up and hovers over me and her face is familiar too familiar. "Tori?" I hear her say in a angry voice and her voice is too familiar too. 'Those eyes' I scream inside of my head 'It's...It's Jade'. "Jade?" I weakly say the words falling right down on my feet as I try to stand up. Surprisingly she helps me, once I am on my feet, almost steady. I push her back into a car, hard with so much anger. "What the fuck, Tori?" She screams out in pain and anger. "You took Cat from me you fucking asshole" I scream at her, pushing her back harder into the hood of the car.
She shouts in pain but manages to yell "Tori, Tori fucking stop I'm fucking sorry I really am." I am between her legs, squeezing her arms hard, drawing blood. "I don't want to hear that just fight me, fight back" I yell. But she just lays there under the street light pressed hard against the random car. With my nails engraving into her arms that are dripping blood. She just stops tensing like she is going to let me bet her but I don't. Because I see her eyes light up as the street light above us turns on. I look at her eyes before I quickly and forcefully kiss her hard. And she kisses back without hesitation.
When we have to break away for air I let go of her and I start running again away from Cat away from Jade away from heartbreak. But I just can't lose it, it just keeps catching up to me.