IT'S OVER

Summary: Season 1, episode 4. CeCe's upset, because Rocky knows, that she's Dyslexic. What does the redhead think? How does she imagine her future without Rocky? Read and you will know.

A/N: Hey, hey, hey, guys! It's me, sunshannie, with her second English story, called It's Over. It's a sad oneshot about CeCe's thoughts and feelings, after Rocky gets to know, that she's Dyslexic. My inspiration for this fic was the song Dumb by Jason Derülo, listen to it, if you want.

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CeCe's POV

I can't believe, that Henry figured out it all. But the worst: Rocky knows it. Rocky, the girl who I wanted to see me as a perfect and cool chick. I wanted, that she admired me. For that I did everything and more. But now it's over. What does she probably think now? Is she dissapointed or angry? Does she still want to be my friend? It was be the end of my life, if she'd decide to break up any contact with me. But I could understand her decision. Why should such a perfect, beautiful, smart and talented girl as Rocky Blue be friends with a fool like me? I have to be thankful that we were best friends so long and she didn't notice anything. Any situation in which she could see that I've got... Dyslexia, I sent avoided. Everytime my heart beat faster, I began to sweat and the world was spinning around me slower, when these situations happened. But I was always lucky. Excuses, lies, jokes - I used everything to reach my goal.

Stiches in the chest because of the so fast beating heart...

Everything around me seems to spin in a slow motion, but now it's not a sign of a situation, in which Rocky could find out everything, it's a sign, that she did find out.

A few yards away there sits a small boy on the lap of his mother and she is sitting on the stairs of a house, just like me. The woman smiles, she slowly stands up, takes her son's hand and they dissapear. On their way to happiness. The way, I'm not going to see again.

Strangely, I don't feel any anger towards Henry, who bertayed my secret. Or towards Deuce, who found him. I feel only sadness because I lost my best friend. How will I survive? It feels, like I'd go only with one leg, or dance, or run.

Dancing...

How will I dance now? I'll probably get out of the show, because I won't stand to see Rocky's face and remember the days, when we had fun together, when we beat barriers, when we laughed and cried, when we were rubbish and were serious. My entire life consisted of memories, where Rocky's in.

And now I should forget everything.

Impossible...

I just stared straight ahead, as if spellbound. But in reality, I tried not to cry. I tried everything, but nothing helped. Anytime I just set my elbows on my knees, my head in my hands and closed my eyes.

I let the hot tears roll down my face, like in all these movies.

But it was real now.

It was all real.

Unfortunately...

I swallowed and wiped my tears away. Could it be, that Rocky'll find a new best friend? Or won't she replace the gap? Surely she will, I'm not irreplaceble, I'm ordinary and average. Unlike my best... ex-best... no, I can't say that! In my heart, Rocky'll always be my best friend. Whatever'll happen in the reality.

Or has already happened.

I cried again, but couldn't cry all the frustration away. It was too big to be easily washed away with a few tears.

Best friends forever...