THIS IS A RE-WRITTEN STORY! (I AM HOPING TO MAKE THIS ONE BETTER AND LONGER THAN THE ORIGINAL I FELT THE ORIGINAL WAS TOO RUSHED!)
This is a KakaSasu (Yaoi) / Father/son fanfiction. You hear that? YAOI and FATHER/SON. This in other words contains SMUT, LEMON, BOYXBOY, HOMOSEXUAL...get the picture now? I hope so.
Rated: M
Story will contain the following: Yaoi, steamy smex, rape, anal, blow jobs, violence, rough smex (sometimes), bondage, technically statutory rape (Due to ages), dirty talk, swearing, graphic disturbing images, hormones, horniness, mood swings, very ooc characters, teenage drama...oh and mpreg.
Yes you heard me damn well. I did say MPREG! If you do not like Mpreg then you should stop reading right now and give up. Flaming and bashing will be unexceptionable on my part, why? BECAUSE I GAVE YOU THIS WARNING!
Pairings
KakaSasu (Parental/Yaoi)
KakaIru (Somewhat)
OroSasu (Forced)
Ages
Sasuke: 13
Kakashi: 26
Summery: Sasuke to be honest he doesn't want revenge on his brother, all hes ever wanted for six years of agonizing loneliness is to be loved, and to have answers as to what happened the night everything was stripped from him. As he so desperately wants to share those special bonds he once had with his family years ago, what happens when he reveals a dark secret to his sensei. Will Kakashi think the same? What happens when tragedy strikes due to a certain sanin who is after the young Uchiha, when things start happening? Things that will forever change the young raven's world forever to the point there is no turning back. What happens when these events lead to the friends Sasuke has to leave him and the village to hate him. Will anyone be there for him? Will he ever find his happiness? Read and Find out.
Sasuke Uchiha stood outside a large house, in front of a deserted street. The crest lining the walls were broken by a crack through the center.
He had a mission today...but he just told his sensei that he was sick with the flu.
Though Kakashi hadn't sounded convinced, in fact he sounded like he knew something was up, he said he'd get Kiba from Kurenai's squad to cover for him.
Sasuke didn't understand why he even came here today, he never did any other year.
Each step was always too painful to take as tried to climb the steps to the front door when he even tried.
The Uchiha Manor.
His old home had been boarded up and boarded doors covered with caution tape from what was now six years ago
However that was finely changed tonight, he had ripped off the tape and boards with shaking hands and stepped foot into his house, which hadn't been done since he was seven years of age.
Sasuke looked around his old home and burst out crying, seeing all the dust and bone's from dead animals that had gotten in somehow and died.
The distressed teen picked up shelves that had fallen over and re-arranged out of place furniture after cleaning all the dust and dirt off the floor.
He cleaned every room carefully and perfectly, after he would be done cleaning he would decorate the room with old decorations that were there when he was young and still lived in this home. Putting them back in their rightful places just as he remembered.
However when he reached 'the room' he waited for several minutes before he entered to see the old blood, now a black color rather than crimson due to age, and the chalk that had outlined their bodies from the crime scene.
Many tears were shed as he scrubbed the wood floor with soap and water thoroughly before the blood finely came off.
After the blood was gone...
...he cried.
He couldn't stop, he just couldn't.
Throwing the dirty rag he had used to clean the floor back into the water basin, Sasuke buried his face in his hands as he sat on his knees and cried for several minutes.
Finely he stopped before looking back where the blood once was, then burst out crying again.
Crying for forty-eight minutes strait Sasuke suddenly lurched forward and dry heaved, as he almost made himself sick from crying so much.
The young Uchiha let out a exhausted whimper as he lay down on the floor beside the spot where the blood had been now cleaned up.
Silent tears dripped from his eyes as he lay on his side just thinking back to that day.
He could remember walking into the room and seeing his brother...standing above their slaughtered parents.
Then he could remember running out of the house crying and screaming for help, only to run into Itachi on the way out of the streets of the compound. Then everything went black as Itachi knocked him out.
Finely the last thing he could remember of that night, was not being able to move. He was in a dark place crying and terrified, as blood was seeping on the floor, he hadn't known if the blood was his own or his parent's. Then light made the darkness go away...almost like a door opening.
Then there was waking up in the hospital and being questioned by the Anbu and then the Third, but him not saying a word to any of them.
Sasuke's eyes opened again as the memories of the room became to painful and he decided to go somewhere else to rest.
He wandered the house until he entered his brother's room.
Realizing he had forgotten to clean it, he started cleaning tears of despair, anger, and sorrow flowing from his tear ducts.
When he was done he turned to the bed only to be surprised when he saw a white cat lying on the foot of the bed facing away from him, it started growling as it could hear and smell him in the room.
Slowly approaching, the thirteen year-old petted the cat's head, she started purring and Sasuke looked to the other side of her and his eyes widened in surprise when he saw two kittens nestled up to her. One pure black and the other black with white spots.
Sasuke said nothing but a lift of the left side of his lips formed a weak smile, but it faded just as quickly as it had appeared.
Placing a picture of him, Itachi, and his mother and father on the night table, he slowly being careful not to scare the new mommy cat and her babies off he climbed onto the bed grabbing an old blanket from the head board it had been draped over he pulled it over his body blocking the chilling in the air that he could only imagine was his parent's spirits haunting the place.
Staring at the picture as he lay on his left side he started to cry again upon seeing his mother's smiling face...his brother's smile as he held him on his shoulders...even his father's impassive and emotionless face.
Tears came in rivers from his eyes as he sobbed uncontrollably.
The mommy cat became frightened upon the sob's racking his body shaking the bed slightly and grabbed one of her kittens into her mouth and ran off, jumping off the bed and disappearing into the shadows.
Sasuke cried for his family, he cried for his brother, he cried for the love and bonds he wished he could have again.
The bonds he had before they were all stripped away from him when he was seven years of age.
His mind drifted back to his team, he loved them yes...but not as much as his family.
Though, Kakashi Hatake...his sensei. He had strong feelings for him.
The thought of the man suddenly made him blush as he remembered his desires and the fact that he loved the man...in a way most would disapprove of.
Shaking his head of the thoughts and sniffled a little, trying to stop the constant sobs.
He felt something soft brushing against his face and he opened his sore red from crying eyes and stared into curious yellow eyes that belonged to the black kitten who had evidently remained on the bed.
Slowly reaching his shaking hand up he stroked the little animal's head causing the little baby to mewl at him.
Sasuke smiled weakly, before picking up the cat and setting it back down at the foot of the bed and starting to cry once more.
He cried for several minutes until finely he tired himself out and drifted off to sleep too upset and exhausted to sense the chakra that was approaching him from across the room.
~Konoha: Uchiha District Entrance~
Kakashi was walking down the street, approaching the front gates of the Uchiha Clan's old territory.
Sasuke had called in sick today...but something didn't feel right with the boy.
He knew what day it was...how could he forget that day.
The Jonin knew he probably should have talked to Sasuke earlier...but it was hard when his team was on a mission...and when he got back to Konoha Sasuke had been missing all day.
He had sent Kurenai to go check on him at his apartment earlier about an hour after they left without Sasuke.
When he got back she had reported back to him that she had looked all over Konoha but could not find him.
Kakashi had an iffy idea of where he went, but it was strange because he knew Sasuke couldn't even stand looking at his old home, so he wasn't one-hundred percent sure that he would find Sasuke here...if not he was doubting the idea strongly.
Making his way down the streets he made his way to the main house of the compound that was once Sasuke Uchiha's childhood home.
He got his answer right then and there...
...the caution tape and the boards on the windows and doors had been pulled off with the help of a kunai for leverage.
Letting out a soft noise from his throat Kakashi slowly opened the door to the Uchiha man and was totally blown away at the sight.
The place was clean ...totally spotless.
Just like the night of the massacre when they were investigating the crime...and when they found the traumatized boy.
Except there was no blood...then again there had only been blood in that one room where Fugaku and Mikoto Uchiha had been murdered by their oldest son.
Kakashi could sense chakra in the house too, and it was Sasuke's.
Walking through the house he saw every room was cleaned, even when he checked the room where the boy's parents were killed.
The blood had been thoroughly scrubbed off.
Walking around some more he found Itachi's room and he was shocked when he saw Sasuke's figure sleeping on the bed facing a picture of his mother, father, brother and himself on a bedside table.
Being quiet Kakashi could still hear small sniffles and whimpers from the boy, concluding that he must have cried himself to sleep and his body was still trying to calm down.
Silently he walked over to the bed and slowly placed a gentle hand on Sasuke's shoulder, suddenly a kunai was whipped out and was placed at his bicep as terrified eyes looked over Sasuke's shoulder and stared at him.
"It's just me." he said not even flinching at the kunai that was pushed against his arm.
Sasuke stared for a second trying to take in the situation before slowly putting the kunai away and laying back down as Kakashi sat on the side of the bed.
"I thought I'd find you here..." the Jonin said softly.
Sasuke's eyes widened in surprise, then started to fill with tears again.
"Then...y-you knew?" he stuttered.
"Of course...how can I forget?" was the sincere reply he got.
Sasuke looked away as a tear dripped off his chin.
They were alone...this was as good a time as ever.
"Okay. What's up Sasuke? I know it is the anniversary of your clan's massacre. I know you are upset and I am worried about you. It isn't healthy to bottle everything up." Kakashi replied softly.
"I...I've been alone for such a long time...and I...don't know what to do anymore. I-I don't understand why he did it...I want to ask him why...I don't want to kill him."
"I know, I've known that for some time now Sasuke." Kakashi replied calmly.
"You have?" the raven asked looking up at his sensei as he lifted his chin in a gentle hand.
"Yes. Sasuke, you don't strike me as a killer Sasuke and I know you miss your family...but nothing is going to bring them back. Part of the thing of being a shinobi is that you have to learn the lessons in the life of a ninja. You must learn the control of power, how to deal with loss, and how to defend yourself and the one's you love."
"Sasuke...I cannot begin to tell you how sorry I am for you having to endure that when you were so young. My father Sakumo Hatake killed himself after being ridiculed for failing a mission. He left me alone...the reason I wear this mask is because I look so much like him."
"I'm sorry...that must have been horrible." Sasuke whispered.
Kakashi smiled weakly placing his hand on Sasuke's cheek, the blush returned full force and Sasuke looked away quickly.
"You could be happy Sasuke..." Kakashi said, pausing for a second. "...you just need to allow yourself to be happy."
"I-I...can't."
"Yes you can. It's hard, I know it is...but you can do it Sasuke. You are stronger than you give yourself credit for."
"I-I need...to tell you something Kakashi..." Sasuke whispered still blushing at Kakashi's touch.
Kakashi looked at him oddly, wondering what was up with his student's strange behavior.
"It's okay, you can tell me. Remember you can talk to me about anything Sasuke." Kakashi said when Sasuke looked away with a nervous look upon his face.
Sasuke said nothing so Kakashi spoke once more.
"Sasuke...I'm concerned about you. We all are. Naruto and Sakura could tell this past week that something was wrong with you. All your friends are worried...even some of them who are neutral comrades. Neji Hyuuga has asked me what is wrong as well as Gaara of the Sand."
Sasuke blushed again, he didn't know how he was going to do this.
"I...I-I'm...you see there's a reason why I...think Sakura is annoying...and why I don't pay much attention to her."
"What does Sakura have to do with this Sasuke?" Kakashi asked confused.
"It doesn't really but sensei, I'm sort of homosexual." Sasuke whispered averting his eyes to the intricate designs on the new silk sheets he had replaced the old sheets on Itachi's bed with.
Kakashi blinked unsure of why Sasuke was upset. He had to admit he was absolutely stunned to hear that, but then again he had always had his assumptions. But hearing Sasuke actually confess to it.
"Okay, but why are you upset? I mean I don't think any less of you...I'm sure none of them would judge yo-"
"Because...there is one person I um..."
Sasuke blushed bright crimson looking away from the man towards the picture on the nightstand before continuing,, avoiding Kakashi's eyes.
"...really care for...I want to be with him because uh...I-I...um...want to have that special bond again...the bond that resembles the one I had...with my family."
Kakashi smiled weakly, Sasuke was so cute like this. He never thought Sasuke would have this more shy and sort of 'girly' side of him when it came to talking about this sort of personal stuff.
"Hmhm...I remember that age." Kakashi chuckled softly as he ruffled Sasuke's hair carelessly.
"Sasuke the best advice I can give you is that you should tell them how you feel and if they feel the same way you should ask them out. Even if you are rejected...do not feel too badly. Learning builds your strength and-"
"I-I can't..." Sasuke said, a tear slowly escaping his left eye.
"Of course you can...you know you're smarter tha-"
"It's not that...i-it's because I...know I can't have them..." Sasuke whispered looking down at his lap.
"What do you mean Sasuke?" Kakashi asked.
Sasuke blushed nervously before looking into Kakashi's one visible eye.