Sin, sequal to Beautiful Tragedy
Prologue
I stood in the middle of a field, all sorts of different thoughts running through my head. My heart was aching, as though it was being pulled in two different directions. I knew exactly why it felt that way and it was completely destroying me to feel this pain, as though I would not manage to survive through it. My head was spinning with all the thoughts that were bolting around in my brain at one hundred miles per hour, I was feeling so sick to my stomach at the thought of what I had to do. I had a decision to make, a decision that would damn me straight to hell no matter what choice I made.
I turned my head to the left, my red eyes locking on the group that stood a few yards away from me; Hebi. At the very front of the group stood Uchiha Sasuke, one of the reasons my heart was being pulled in two different directions. I loved him, this boy that had so much tragedy and heartbreak in his past. Even now, I knew it hurt him. Yet, I still loved him more than I'd ever thought was possible. He'd left me, betrayed me, hurt me, but I still loved him. He was so much more than people made him out to be. He understood me, my loneliness and the hurt I was going through. He'd helped me, showed me that I was not alone in the world, for he was going through the exact pain that I was. I wanted to be with him and I never wanted to leave his side, we were in love.
I turned my head to the right, my red eyes locking on the other group that stood a few yards from me; Akatsuki. Standing on the right of the blue haired woman was Iwagakure no Deidara, the other reason my heart was being pulled in two different directions. I loved him as well, this man that had been abused and hurt throughout his childhood. Although he would never admit it, I knew it still hurt him to a point. Yet, I still loved him more than anything in the world. He understood the betrayal I felt, the shunning from my family. He'd helped me without realizing he'd done so in the beginning, showing me that there was someone in the world that would always love me not matter what. I wanted to be with him and I never wanted to have to let him go, we were in love.
I lowered my eyes, staring down at the grassy earth. I played with a few strands of my long blue violet hair, trying to avoid having to make the decision for as long as I could manage. I was in love with two people and the downside of loving two different people, was that I had to make the choice that would decide who I would be with for the rest of my life. Neither of these boys were the wrong decision, they both loved me more than anything and to make matters worse, I knew it. The love that they both held for me, was the same love and an equal amount of it. For me, I loved both of them in the exact same way. I'd known for years that I would have to make this decision and I'd tried to avoid it for as long as possible, rather than deciding who I wanted to be with. Now that it'd come down to that moment, I had no idea what to do.
I looked up from the ground and looked to the right when I heard the leader of the Akatsuki, Pein, say with a cold tone
"Sada, enough is enough. Make a decision so we can be on our way, with or without you."
I felt my heart break at the words when my eyes moved to Deidara's visible bright blue one, I could see the pain he was feeling in his eye. He hated to see me hurting like this, especially when he was one of the reasons behind the hurt I was feeling, but he knew that I had to make a decision. I knew it would destroy him to lose me and I knew in reverse, that it would destroy me to lose him. I loved him, so very much.
I felt my heartbreak increase when I moved my eyes from Deidara, finding Sasuke's onyx ones, I could see the hurt in his eyes. He hated when he was unable to comfort me, he didn't enjoy seeing the lonely look in my eyes, but he knew I had to make a choice. I knew it would devastate him to lose me and I knew in reverse, that it would devastate me to lose him. I loved him, so very much.
I moved my eyes away from Sasuke, looking up towards the sky. As I stared towards the heavens, I thought of what Haku had told me before he died. I'd loved him, he'd been the first boy to steal my heart. Everything he said to me before he died, was flashing through my brain and to my great displeasure, I was questioning him for the first time in my life.
'Haku, why did you have to do this to me? Why did you have to have two guys fall in love with me, why couldn't one have remained my best friend? I thought you said you'd make sure I would find someone, not some people. Why did you have to make it to where I would have to make a choice like this? I thought you loved me enough to keep me from hurting this way…Haku…'
I moved my eyes away from the sky, tears were slipping down my cheeks. I bit down on my lower lip, contemplating on what I should do. It felt like hours had passed but when I finally raised my head from the ground, I'd made my choice.
I turned on my heel, heading towards him without looking back at the other.
"No, Sada please. I love you!"
'Gomenasai…'
Author's Note: And that's what will happen some time in the near future of this story, Sada's final choice between the two men she loves. Who would you all like her to be with? Your reviews, will move me to make the final decision for Sada's love choice so review please or there will not be a chapter one. I hope you guys enjoyed the little sneak peak, I know you've been waiting a long time for this. Well, there it was and chapter one will shortly follow...if I get reviews. Chow dolls =]