Chapter 1

I don't understand how you can love someone so much, you burst into tears. I love her, she doesn't love me. So, now what.

Maybe it just needs time, people say love feeds of time. I bet it's not true. I bet it's someone making fun of all the fucking people, who are in fucking misery because they love someone but they don't love them back. I guess I will have to wait.

I love her, I can't stress how important she is to me. I could say I love her as many times possible. But those three words cannot interpret how I feel about her. When she touches me, my whole body shivers. When are hands me, my heart starts to race quicker and quicker. I need her.

"Dinner!" My Mum calls from downstairs. She has short brown hair and is always in a good mood. I suppose that's a good thing. She is really small and I am taller then her. She smiles when I reach the table and I sit down and start to eat my tomato and basil pasta. "Good day at school?" she asks. No, no, no, no, no! You really think I have a good day looking at someone I love and having to know I can never have them. Ever.

"Yeah, it was alright" I said continuing to eat my dinner

"Are you still going to Grandad's tomorrow?" She again questioned. Seriously why do mother's play 21 questions when your trying to fucking eat!

"Yeah sure" My Grandad was a scottish man, in love with my Nan. I miss her so much, unfortunately she passed away, without any goodbyes.

The news was on the TV, another stabbing happened which nowadays is the normal. You could get stabbed anyday. I hate to think if one of my mates died. I always hate to think it to be honest, but surely it won't happen.

My Dad opens the door and enters the house. "Hello"

"Hello" me and Mom said at the same time. My dad comes in and puts his lunch box on the dinner table. He starts talking to my Mom, and at this time I leave the kitchen and go back upstairs. I open my bedroom door.

"Hello, I'm back" I say, talking to my friend on video call.

"Hello" they reply. Her name is Rachel, dark brown hair and green eyes. She is funny and always makes me laugh. "Luke?" She said, obviously going to ask me a question on something.

"Yeah" I replied, thinking about this question

"Do you still like Faith?" When she said her name, my heart litterally staring thumping out of my chest. Her face appeared in my head. (I got a bit hard too!)

"Well yeah, of course I do!" I said laughing

"Oh, thought so"

"Why anyway?"

"It's just you have been acting a bit weird around her," I took those words to consideration and realised I have been less friendly with her. "She even said to me that you aren't as talkative as you usually are"

"Oh, I suppose that's true"

"Why though Luke?"

"Well it's just that, when you love someone, and they don't love you back it always seems, awkward."

"Oh"

"Yeah, don't tell her I'm saying all this by the way"

"I won't, Luke I got to go"

"Same don't worry."

"Alright see you tomorrow" She types a few kisses to me and signs out.

I wake up, suddenly. I realise I must of fell asleep when Rachel signed out. I woke up on time today as it's 7.00am! I better get ready for school. As I do I cannot get Faith out of my mind. All I can think about is her hugging me, kissing me, fucking me. I get a rush run through me, feels electrical. I fall back on my bed and pull my trousers down. I close me eyes and imagine me and faith. We are together, in bed. I thump my dick hard and I feel it pulsating. I get harder and harder and also faster. I begin to cum and orgasm and then...
"Luke? Are you up?" Shit!

"Erm... Yeah Mom, don't come in I'm getting changed!"

"Alright as long as you are up"

"Ok" I said and got back to business

My dick was flacid. I thought about faith and it was immediately erected. I return to wanking and it felt so good. As I picked up speed, I came, I have never felt such a euphoric rush in my life. It was amazing. I needed to clean up, so I jumped in the shower.

I got to school and immediatly ran up to my obsession and sexual obsession.

"Luke!"

"Faith!" We hugged each other tightly. We were best friends you see.

"How was your weekend then Lucas?" I love it when she calls me that, I love her to say anything. Her voice. It's just so beautiful. Her face is gorgeous. She is the best person you will ever meet.
"Good thanks, just sat in on Facebook and Skype though really" I said

"Same" there was a awkward pause "Hey, do you wanna go out on Saturday?" I think my face was the sun for a few seconds. As it light up and made my day. All I could think is what would happen if I said yes, and what would happen when we get to where ever we are going. Imagine it me and Faith ALONE! Trying to keep my cool I answered
"Yeah defenat..I mean sure" I didn't want to sound desperate "Where?" I questioned her and she then replied "Cinema, to see that new romance, even though it looks really sad"

"Well you will have me to cry on wont you" I said jokingly even though I wasn't

"Ok then, see you later"

"Bye!"

That week flew by at school. I was so excited. All week I stared at her. She is indescribable in school. It is just that one Saturday that changed my life, forever.