I feel crazy while you seem sane
I saw lightning but you just see rain
I hear music that's my heart being played
Why is it like this? It shouldn't be this painful. His amber eyes are cold and still. He is calm while my heart is thudding out of my chest.
In your shadow I fade
It's a beautiful mess you made
You've had your fun and games
I love you
To you that means so much less
You're like the tear in my brand new dress
It's a beautiful mess
His shadow is menacing as he looks at me with those sterile amber eyes. The amber eyes I fell in love with, even after I thought all love was lost. But he doesn't care. He only pretended to love me, so that he could get his cruel satisfaction from me, because no other she-cat would give it to him, and apparently I'm the only one weak enough for him to force it out of.
The rush remains as I watch you go
Your kiss still lingers but it's killing me slow
As I shiver
In this space where I lay
He is done. He walks off, giving me one last sight of his icy amber gaze. I remember when this started. He came up to me, purring, "I love you, Daisy." But that was a lie. He licked my ear gently and whispered, "Hold still. If you're careful, I won't have to hurt you." After he leaves, I shake, the frosty cold of the air and his amber eyes leaving me unable to move.
In your shadow I fade
It's a beautiful mess you made
You've had your fun and games
I love you
To you that means so much less
You're like the tear in my brand new dress
It's a beautiful mess
Underneath him, I felt so weak. I had no control. I still can't get him out of my head. He had been the only object of my thoughts for quite some time, but he didn't feel the same way, not even once.
It was an innocent mistake to waste my time on you
When they tell you not to go there
You don't care
And you do
Many cats in the Clan warned me about him, telling me he was no good. Even Cloudtail, after telling me that he belonged with Brightheart, and always would, let me know that I should watch my back. Even Ferncloud, his own mother, told me it would be for the best not to fall in love with him. But how could I not? Smoky had always loved Floss more, and my love for Cloudtail had failed.
He was handsome, and I was hypnotized by those amber eyes.
In your shadow I fade
It's a beautiful mess you made
You've had your fun and games
I love you
To you that means so much less
You're like the tear in my brand new dress
And now I'm left with this beautiful mess
I bore his kits, and they were perfect. Both brave warriors, and my son had inherited his amber eyes. But I would never forget that they were the result of that frozen night.
You will regret what you've done, Spiderleg.