Disclaimer
I don't own any of the hp characters (though I wish I did ), nor do I own the song I used for this fanfic ( Hallelujah – Rufus Wainwright)
Sirius sits at the bar he found across town with a firewhiskey in his hand. Swallowing it down he remembers the good times he had with Remus, before they got into a fight and they split their ways.
They have been apart for two weeks now and it has been the most horrible two weeks of his life. He realized that is was all his fault for getting drunk and giving in to a girls seducing.
As he signals to the barkeep for another drink the announces announces the new act for the night as being a "artist performing straight from the heart". Not paying attention to the stage as Sirius sips his new drink, he doesn't see who is the artist. As soon as he begins to sing his head turns round so quick that he drops his drink. Staring with open mouth and big eyes to the stage, he can see that is is actually Remus singing and playing the guitar on his own. As soon as he starts the song he is lost in his memories again.
I heard there was a secret chord
That David played and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this, the fourth, the fifth, the minor fall, the major lift, the baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
True, Sirius was never fond of the music that Remus liked. He remembered one night when Remus was begging him to turn on one of his favourite musicians. Remus promised that if he put it on, he'd not regret it one bit, so Sirius complied and put on the cd Remus wanted to hear. The first song hadn't even started and Remus was attacking Sirius's mouth with his, his hands roaming all over his body paying special attention to the parts he knew that needed it. By the end of the first song, Sirius's dick was lodged tight between remus's lips and he was sucking on it hard and fast, like he knew Sirius liked. Ever since that night, he'd always put on the music the werewolf liked just to get his way with Remus even though he knew he wouldn't want to.
Your faith was strong but you needed proof, you saw her bathing on the roof, her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair, she broke your throne, she cut your hair, and from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
When hearing this verse Sirius felt a shiver going down his spine and turned his eyes to the mirror behind the bar. Moving up his hand to his now shorter hair (which he still regretted) and feeling it before turning his attention back to his favorite werewolf. He knew this verse in particular was meant for him, and Remus know what he had done, and how stupid he had been falling for the girl. Sirius had went out with some coworkers for a drink cause it was one of their birthdays. After drinking a lot of firewhiskey, mixed with some vodka and such the rest decided it was time to go home. Sirius on the other hand stayed, saying Remus wouldn't mind he being home late. He continued drinking and after a while a girl that was eying him all night walked up to him and introduced herself to him. She made it clear to him that she liked him, and wanted to spend the night with him. Being as drunk as he was, he went along with her game and she seduced him. He went home with her that night.
By the next morning, when he still hadn't arrived home, Remus was getting worried so he called Sirius's celphone. Sirius answered and at that moment the girl asked who was on the phone with him. Remus slammed the phone down and went to pack up his bags. By the time Sirius got home all he found was a note on the table.
"Padfoot,
I know where you were and I know what you did. This was the last strike. Goodbye.
Moony"
Sirius couldn't stop himself from screaming out loud and tearing up half the apartment they had shared together since they graduated from Hogwarts.
When he was done ranting he went up to the local barber and got his hair cut until it was just below his ears. He still regretted making that decision, cause he knew Remus liked it long.
Maybe I have been here before, I know this room; I have walked this floor, I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch, love is not a victory march, it's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Now Sirius remembered when he found this bar. It was where he and Remus had celebrated their 5 year anniversary almost a year ago. How could he forget?
It was by far the most romantic night they had ever had together, specially now they graduated and that they didn't have roommates anymore who to take into account. The night started with a fabulous dinner cooked by Remus, dancing and drinking at the pub and when they got home they made love the way they've never done before.
They were both quit drunk by the time they got home, and by the time they got inside they were already undressing each other. Shirts flew around the room, along with pants, boxers and socks. When they finally made it to the bedroom Sirius pushed Remus onto the bed and sank down to his knees. Taking in Remus's length in one go Remus almost chocked and started moaning loud. "oh God, Sirius, that's good… don't stop" Hearing Remus made Sirius's cock react very fast and it became hard as a rock. Remus moaning continued. Sirius sat back up, placing his hand behind Remus's neck and pulling him in close for a passionate kiss. Remus's hand meanwhile had found Sirius's cock and was playing gently with the head, caressing it softly. "God's Remus… you'll drive me crazy" moaned Sirius into Remus's neck, while preparing his fingers and placing them at Remus's entrance. Remus moaned and that was all that Sirius needed to push in his fingers and start preparing Remus for him. Soon Remus was panting loud "please Sirius… I want to feel you… now". Sirius placed his cock at Remus's entrance and slowly pushed in. "God Remus… so tight… so hot…" they panted together as Sirius's movements got faster and less coherent to what his brain was saying. All to soon they both reached their orgasms.
There was a time you let me know what's really going on below, but now you never show it to me, do you? (and)
Remember when I moved in you; the holy dark was moving too, and every breath we drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Sirius heart almost broke when he heard Remus continue singing, knowing that Remus knew he was there cause they had been staring at each other ever since their eyes locked in the first verse. He knew that Remus was singing this for him, and he dearly hoped that he could forgive him for what he had done.
Maybe there's a God above, and all I ever learned from love was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And it's not a cry you can hear at night, it's not somebody who's seen the light, it's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
As soon as Remus had finished singing Sirius leaped up onto the stage and knelt by Remus, whipping away a tear on his cheeck that had formed during the song. "I'm so sorry for what I did Remus, I'm so so so very sorry. Can you ever forgive me for what I have done to you?" He looked at Remus with the famous puppy-dog eyes that only Sirius had mastered over the years. Remus looked back at him with love in his eyes, though still a bit of hurt shone through it. "I don't know Sirius. All I know is that I love you and that I am willing to give it another try.". His sentence wasn't even finished when Sirius scooped him up into his arms and pulled him into a tight embrace. "But…" Sirius looked at Remus with unease "But what Moons?" he asked. "But you have to stop drinking so much and promise me you'll come back to me every night" said Remus, with a twinkle in his eye. Sirius barked with laughter and promised he would and pulled Remus into a good snog.
Author's note.
This is my first fanfic everyone! Please review and be nice. Might be continued