Hi! I'm Anna and this is just a story that I thought up at like 2am this morning:]
Disclaimer: I'm not JP because if I was Fang wouldn't have left! :'[
I really truly deeply hope you like this! So without further ado…
I had being flying for eight freaking days looking for god knows what in god knows where! God! I really need to get my emotions in check.
As I flew over unknown location number seven hundred billion and two, the same thoughts I had been thinking this whole time popped back into my head. Where could he possibly be? And why did I leave by myself? I could be dead and my family wouldn't even know!
I was officially off my rocker when I thought I heard a voice. Not my voice. Or my Voice (kinda like my muse I guess a really extremely annoying and nosey muse) But this was actually a real voice from someone far in the distance, that's when I realized where I was. The hawks cave. Why in the name of all you can eat buffets hadn't I checked here first? I saw a flash of black- he has to see me by now.
"FANG!" I screamed, it came out girlier than I expected.
When I landed on the hard rock of the cave I saw him. He was sitting floor staring at me. I was sure he could read the pain flickering in my eyes and I tried to desperately to keep from crying. My holy tacos what's wrong with me? Emotions fairy or whoever is in charge of all this sappy stuff please fix me NOW!
Slowly he stood up and then he just stood there for what seemed like forever. I was sick of this anti-climatic stuff so I said the most intelligent and romantic thing I could say.
"Hey"
Oh my god please just kiss me now Fang so I can stop trying to fight back tears.
"Max" he whispered his voice chock full of nothing absolutely nothing why were his emotions so under control?
"How on earth could you even begin to think that this" I said waving his note that I'd carried for the past week, "can make up for you leaving? Am I not even worth a face to face goodbye?" I asked weakly. Seriously when have I ever been weak before how can he not see how torn up I am about this?
"I..."
"No!" I snapped, atta girl Max is back (thanks emotions fairy!) "You don't say anything until I'm completely done! You have now put me through the worst eight days of my life! The worst! Do you realize how bad that is? Very very bad Fang! How could you? You said... You promised! No leaving ever again!" aww crud, darn you tears! Every word I said was now accompanied by a sob,
"Fang. You. Freaking. Butthead. How. Can. You. Say. You. LOVE. Me. And. Just. LEAVE!" I broke into a heap on the cave floor mentally screaming at myself for this little scene I was causing.
"Max I-" he said towering above me in my heap of sadness on the ground I looked at him and I could tell my gaze silenced him. My tear streaked face must have been a pretty awful sight.
He silently extended his hand and I swatted it away in exasperation. Rolling his eyes he grabbed me by the waist and forced me to stand up.
"Leaving you was the hardest thing I have ever done. I poured my heart into that note so it would be as close to a face to face goodbye as possible. I'm sorry I left, but you and I both know I can't come back." he said and silently jumped off into the canyon.
I followed him of course and now I was mad. Soon as I could get close enough I kicked him where it counts. He plummeted a good hundred feet and motioned for me to land with him. We were somewhere in a park with trees. I landed badly and my face got covered in a fresh layer of dirt.
My heart was pounding with exasperation and I struggled to keep from kicking him again.
"Fang" I whispered quietly, "please stay"
What the heck was wrong with me? I never ever ever say please. Ever. Fang looked up when I said that. He had obviously been expecting something different.
"For me" I concluded after a painful silence, "I've been a mess since you left I can't sleep I can barely eat- fang I c-cried more this week then the rest of my life combined."
He was just still and silent and his expression hadn't wavered at all. Why was he doing this to me?
I continued. "I..." oh god was I really going to say this?
"I- miss you" I finished losing my courage.
"I miss you too" he said looking down at the ground.
"Fang" I asked.
"Yes?" he answered.
"Please don't make me cry anymore" I whispered.
"I have to apologize for putting you in danger"
"I'm always in danger, and why are you changing the subject?."
"Please stop looking Max, its better if we just forget everything." Fang said turning around and flying off into the distance.
For once he left me completely perplexed with a single tear etching a line down my dust covered face.
0.o.0
"He's not coming back." I said as I walking back into the house and seeing the faces of the flock turn from relief of seeing me to grief over Fang's abandonment.
"It's okay" Dylan said coming and sitting next to me.
I glared at him with one of my "die glares" he obviously didn't get the message and he tried to put his arm around me. I promptly slapped, kicked and punched him.
"I don't care what they programmed you to think, Dylan. You and I will never be together, get out now. Go find some other people to take you in." I screamed opening the door and motioning for him to leave.
"But Max I love you!" Dylan pleaded.
"Get a hold of yourself! People programmed you to think that. That's not real love that's faux love, now get out." I ranted.
Dylan hung his head and walked solemnly towards the open door. As soon as he was out I slammed the door behind him and walked to my room to cry some more. Because you know me I'm just one big mush of emotional turmoil.
"Thank god he's gone." Nudge said, "He was so ANNOYING, always talking, so needy."
The Flock burst out laughing and even I let a small smile creep to my lips as I walked towards my room, but then I changed directions at the last second and ended up in Fang's room.
I walked in and closed the door quickly. I was secretly trying to preserve his smell that still lingered in this room. I scanned over everything the black walls, black bed, black curtains, black desk and my eyes stopped there. Could I go through his desk? He probably didn't keep a bunch of stuff there anyway, it couldn't hurt. I opened the first few drawers and found nothing. It wasn't until I reached the very bottom drawer did I find something of interest.
There was a bunch of pictures. Of all of us. They had obviously used to have some kind of order because they were all from the day Nudge had decided photography was her new passion. I looked through every one of them. At the very back of the drawer there was one of those pictures that showed all the pictures on the roll in smaller icons. I noticed two were missing. One was of just me facing away from the camera with the blue sky contrasting dramatically with the golden desert and one of Fang and I. Nudge must have snuck up on us for this one because we were sitting close together both looking at something on the ground Fang's arm was wrapped lightly around my shoulder and I had smiled at something he said. The picture and the fact that Fang had taken them made me want to cry all over again, but I decided that crying was over rated so I headed back to my room and went to sleep, tomorrow was everyone's birthday.
0.o.0
"Keep an eye on her, Nudge." Iggy said softly when he saw Max come out of Fang's room.
"She's never going to recover. It's like a teen drama in real life! I feel terrible for her. He has to come back eventually though. Right?" Nudge said switching emotions multiple times in one breath.
"God I hope so kiddo" Iggy said.
Hope you liked it this is just the prologue the first chapter will start up a year after this and there is a pretty ah-mazing plot if I do say so myself:]
Love,
Anna