"What do you know of sacrifice? Huh? What do you know of loss? Who have you ever loss Emily?"
"I loss you Leah." She said looking up and meeting my eyes for a mere fraction of a second.
"You chose to lose me. You chose him. I didn't choose to lose my father Emily but I did and you don't know even know what that feels like. Nobody does besides Seth and Jacob. Everyone thinks you are this heartfelt, compassionate, amazing person. But I know who you truly are, a selfish bitch who will step on her own 'sister' to get what she wants, not caring what consequences will follow. But it's okay, because I'll continue to play the bitch card and you will continue to play the helpless victim. You know nothing about loss and sacrifice. So don't you sit there and pretend to understand me. Because you don't and you never will."
"So, it's pointless then? You'll never forgive me?" She replied tears glistening her eyes.
"Why should I?" I sneered. "What gives you the idea that you deserve to be forgiven?" Waiting a couple minutes in silence, I threw up my hands in frustration and turned to head out the door.
"I tried to fight it you know? I tried to fight it for you." She whimpered.
I whipped back around "So when did you decide that I wasn't worth the fight anymore Emily? When did you decide that blood wasn't thicker than water after all? You know, I would hate to have been your actual sister; because if you did this to me I don't even want to think about what kind of pain you could've caused a real sister."
"I miss you Leah."
"Well, I don't miss you Emily."
"Don't lie to me Leah. I know you, I can tell when you lie."
"Just shut-up, just shut-up already. Don't sit there and pretend to know anything about me anymore. You don't know me Emily and apparently I never knew you because I would've never thought you would've done this to me. But you did."
"So this is it then? You'll continue to ignore me when you come over? And you'll run out the backdoor when I visit your house."
"Emily what the hell do you want me to say? That I forgive you? Well I can't say that because I don't. Everyone tells me that I should forgive you and be the bigger person. My mom, Seth, everyone in the pack; they say that that type of adoration cannot be ignored. But you know what, I don't want to forgive you. I don't want to be the bigger person. Why should I when you weren't? Why do you deserve my understanding and compassion when you had neither for me or my feelings Emily? You obviously didn't care enough about me, so why the hell should I care about you?"
"Because we're family Leah, nothing will ever change that." She said definantly.
"The second you chose Sam over me Emily, any family ties I had to you died. You aren't family to me. I hope you have a nice life with Sam but I won't be in it. Goodbye."
So should I continue? I was going to make it a couple of one-shots but I was contemplating making it into more. Let me know what you think?!?